tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-123073372011-04-22T07:17:08.195+08:00My little nook for unplanned thoughts, dreams, aspirations, events, celebrity obsessions and growing pains.Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.comBlogger2411100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-23434389993955548802007-08-01T22:54:00.000+08:002007-08-01T22:56:33.715+08:00

I have moved yet again! I hope to see you there!Please just change my link to this:http://dreamsandscribbles.blogspot.com-Nicole

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-65609599540503311152007-07-31T07:58:00.000+08:002007-07-31T08:28:06.027+08:00

Okay... here are two things that don't happen everyday:1. You get your name placed in a big circulation daily.2. You turn 19.I got good news last night. I am now officially a Philippine Daily Inquirer scholar. They'll be paying for my tuition and all other expenses but I have to maintain an average of 1.75 and I must not get any grade lower than 2. That still scares the wits out of me but I will

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-80969986319212951822007-07-27T11:37:00.000+08:002007-07-28T12:22:28.891+08:00

I regret that past eight years of my life with regard to not getting to know these "adorkable" five. Arashi (嵐), the five talented, cute, adorable, crazy, and funny boys. They have been nothing but a ray of light ever since I stumbled upon them this summer (April 2007).I was Jun baited (for those outside the fandom, it's what they say when fans of Jun Matsumoto get lured into loving or becoming

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-59764219096336731332007-07-19T12:53:00.000+08:002007-07-19T12:54:08.058+08:00

It was a big change and without any hesitation I dove head first into it. I shut out all the negative voices and when full steam ahead. Don't worry I'm not talking about anything as drastic as plastic surgery. I'm just talking about this:TADA!!! I took the Rihanna photos from Ultimate Rihanna and my picture is courtesy of Ms. Ana Mae Roa. Thank you!!I went from the slightly unmanageable

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-9705844025992602152007-07-15T17:54:00.000+08:002007-07-15T17:54:43.587+08:00

So this is what it feels like... waiting for your sentence to come down. Am I in the death row? Is this going to be the end of me? It feels that way.I know it's selfish to compare my personal drama to something as serious as someone losing his life. I just feel that way at the moment. For those who can't take drama then you can stop reading right here.I feel like my life is over. My incompetency

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-32420485851936409562007-07-06T11:25:00.000+08:002007-07-06T11:35:27.918+08:00

I always perceived happiness as an end. It was this destination that I had to strive for like what Nirvana is for Buddhists. I have been sent all those "happiness is a choice" quotes. They have inspired me but I haven't been as attentive to them as possible. I just peg them as one of those life lessons I'm going to "try" to put into practice.I used to associate it with being in a relationship. "

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-74736787830924484002007-06-29T07:25:00.000+08:002007-06-29T07:47:20.821+08:00

I'm functioning on a cup of tea and a bottle of water. I was up at 5 this morning because I knew I had to finish the paper for my Info Tech in the Newsroom class. I have no time for dilly-dallying. I've been averaging 6 hours of sleep this week. That's terrible for me because I love my 8 hours a night sleep. I miss it but I've been kept happy by the most trivial of things.The sunrise has been my

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-76451576248615245842007-06-22T16:58:00.000+08:002007-06-23T08:52:03.882+08:00

My serious multitasking skills come in handy in times like this. I get bored by studying too much. Contrary to popular belief, I don't not lock myself up and study all day. It's the opposite of that. I get sudden bursts of inspiration to study but that happens sporadically. I'm still the same lazy, procrastinating girl. Although I've managed a way to finish most of the things that are asked of me

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-92116634148667466842007-06-14T10:37:00.000+08:002007-06-14T21:40:06.634+08:00

It can't be helped. I have to give this month's honors to two incredibly gorgeous people. Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End was an amazing end (or is it?) to the POTC franchise. Since I have such a deep attachment to this male hottie, I just had to feature him one way or the other. I'm just using the movie as an excuse...Female Hottie Of The MonthKeira Christina Knightleya.k.a.Keira

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-27619517808361132852007-06-10T16:31:00.000+08:002007-06-10T16:37:54.379+08:00

My eyes were opened today to how gullible I can actually get. It took this documentary on global warming to realize it. If you have the time and resources, you should download "Great Global Warming Swindle". It has completely changed my opinion on the whole "phenomenon" that is global warming. More information on the documentary HERE.I'm so angered and frustrated by people who feed the masses

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-78800400394814784302007-06-06T21:22:00.000+08:002007-06-08T17:31:09.437+08:00

My love affair with clothes began late in my life. I started taking fashion seriously just this summer. I told you I was a late bloomer. Of course I liked clothes but I had no idea where I was going with them before. Only now have I begun taking it seriously. Only now have I tried to find my own style.I watched Music & Lyrics a few days ago. Aside from the songs, the other thing that I really

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-88330380032975254452007-06-02T20:23:00.000+08:002007-06-02T21:14:39.403+08:00

I'm going through one of my inspiration stages. I'm being kept perky and happy by quite a few things today... I'm just here to list them because I have nothing better to do with my time.1. Seeing college buddies. I enrolled two days ago and it was good to see that some things don't change. I missed them a lot this summer. It was great that I was able to hang out with them for the afternoon. We're

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-27556916912521959162007-05-30T12:56:00.000+08:002007-05-30T12:57:11.403+08:00

I enjoy staring at my nails when they're freshly manicured. I don't go to the salon or anything. I paint them myself. I think having someone else do it is an unnecessary expense. They aren't perfect. There are jagged edges. Spilt polish on the edges but somewhat neat. They're hot pink now except for the thumb on my left hand. That one's red with a black heart on it. I put the heart on with a

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-5062496938107015682007-05-28T16:18:00.000+08:002007-05-28T17:47:54.193+08:00

That picture up there started all this talk. All this stuff about the right man began because of that man up there. I would love it if he were the one but that something that wouldn't never come to fruition. Jeez... he might be the end of me.Before you think this is another MatsuJun adoration entry. I'm going to stop you there. I admit that he is rather easy on the eyes and I can stare at him all

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-7815844304575519932007-05-27T10:12:00.000+08:002007-05-27T10:35:22.979+08:00

I wrote this entry about a "dream guy" two years ago. HERE it is to be exact. I was pissed off that day. The top half of the entry says it all. I was battling with unsettling feelings I had towards this guy. And I just graduated. The endorphins were not with me and emotions were definitely running high. But I was able to conjure up the "dream guy" I had in mind. When I read that now I know that

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-14779779354715379112007-05-25T15:17:00.000+08:002007-05-25T15:29:14.666+08:00

Summer's winding down already. The hallowed halls of the Royal and Pontifical University are beckoning me to come back. I am switching back and forth between wanting to go back to school or living my life as a bum forever. Since the second option is an impossible but appealing choice, I have to accept the fact that I have to go back to school in June. But before I retire my summer attitude of

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-9296911259830620912007-05-20T11:36:00.000+08:002007-05-20T18:19:18.860+08:00

I was up at 3:30 this morning and I couldn't get back to sleep. I got out of bed at 4:45 because after that hour or so I was restless. Sleep was definitely not the agenda anymore. I planned on blogging because my mind went into hyperdrive like it usually does when I'm in bed. That plan was spoiled too. My mom got up as well. I did not wake her. That's her usual "wake up" time. I have to say that

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1973835246834191432007-05-16T14:33:00.001+08:002007-05-16T14:33:04.665+08:00

I read before that we have different faces for different situations. I repeated that on this blog. Now I want to explore the different names that each person has. I take inspiration from a Candy magazine article by Ana Gonzales (a UST Journalism grad thankyouverymuch) on what to blog about during summer. My mind can sometimes be as dry as the weather so this suggestion was an actual good

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-23596025832760561842007-05-12T16:01:00.000+08:002007-05-12T17:58:46.788+08:00

This month I commemorating my renewed love for Asian dramas. I've been away for it for quite some time and I can honestly say that I missed it. I have two Japanese actors this month... here goes nothing.Female Hottie Of The MonthYukie Nakama Yukie Nakama is a highly acclaimed actress and singer. She has played everything from the frightening Sadako in Ring 0, the quick handed magician Naoko

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-33176951237744223782007-05-08T17:36:00.001+08:002007-05-08T17:36:43.960+08:00

It was probably out of fear that it took me this long to put it up... this is going to be a shameless plug...Please visit my DeviantArt account:http://nonbeliever04.deviantart.com/I'm starting to write again, fiction I mean. It took me this long to put my stuff out into the world.Please be kind. Have a good day!Again visit my account! You can post your comments here if you want.

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-59226623419874378102007-05-06T19:42:00.001+08:002007-05-07T10:42:52.049+08:00

If I'm to be asked about God's identity, this would be my answer: I believe God's a scriptwriter.I'm not turning religious on you or anything. I just had one of those "eureka" with the matching light bulb moments a few days ago and that's what inspired me to talk about this.I come from a Roman Catholic family where the elders are pretty conservative. Okay, my grandmother (mother side) is anyway.

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-46704973094060169732007-05-02T08:13:00.001+08:002007-05-02T08:13:38.157+08:00

"Action speaks louder than words." The dedicated swear by these words. It brings about results that help prove a person's ability. It shows a person's strength and courage because one goes beyond empty words and actually does something in life.But sometimes I think that the words are needed too. The intentions have to be said as well. It gets confusing when you're confronted by a person who does

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-16630916117874107092007-04-27T09:43:00.001+08:002007-04-27T09:43:01.122+08:00

It's just change... it is so easy to type and say it but it is hard to convince yourself of how easy it is to transition from one point in your life to another.I know that I did not take the transition from high school to college that easily. I know that I'm still adjusting... I have two years left and then I have to make another transition into the REAL WORLD.Change is so disorienting that I

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-41509708946589682782007-04-24T09:59:00.000+08:002007-04-24T09:58:23.998+08:00

A dashboard maybe defined as a panel under the windshield of a vehicle, containing indicator dials, compartments, and sometimes control instruments. Dashboard Confessional got their name from one of their songs, "The Sharp Hint of New Tears." According to Wikipedia and all the other internet sources, the name was supposed to be for the lead singer-songwriter Chris Carrabba (my second husband

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-46794495907610205402007-04-14T15:00:00.001+08:002007-04-14T15:00:24.979+08:00

I've been having a great time these past few days and being with my family has been great. I've been transformed into this little kid just a few days ago. The plus was that I had playmates unlike before when I had more imaginary friends than playmates. HAHAWe played hide and seek or should I say "hide-inseek" as my adorable little cousin Terenz calls it a few days ago. It was so much fun. You

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-24270829356517281302007-04-11T09:49:00.000+08:002007-05-12T09:35:40.316+08:00

I don't want to think of anything too complex to write about so I decided to finally begin my own little homage to the beautiful people who populate the planet. Okay that's just an excuse. I just want to ogle at gorgeous men and women for some time... now for the month of April.Female Hottie Of The MonthKatharine Hope McPheea.k.a.Katharine McPheeThe beautiful finalist from American Idol Season 5.

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-72150725323438251892007-04-10T09:01:00.001+08:002007-04-10T09:01:21.427+08:00

I did not go anywhere for Holy Week. I was with my family and tradition was upheld. I talked about that in my previous entry already and I wrote in because I want to talk about what happened after Maundy Thursday and Good Friday.I mentioned that a few relatives were coming home for a little vacation and they arrived on Saturday night. It has been a whirlwind of activity since then. Since that

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-27871852204670908992007-04-07T15:45:00.000+08:002007-04-07T15:48:56.070+08:00

My head hurts and I feel slightly out of wack. I'm here at my tito's home in Mira-Nila because my tita and her family (except for Judica) will be coming home for a three week vacation. They migrated to Australia a long time ago and they haven't been on a vacation here in ages. I'm pretty excited to see them. But my body isn't making it easy for me.We went to 14 churches on Maundy Thursday for the

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-48135766644242439882007-04-02T15:36:00.000+08:002007-04-02T15:41:28.535+08:00

Hi! I've been stuck inside the world of The Sims these past two weeks. I have all the expansions plus the life stories game so that's pretty much eating up my time.I realized how much I love having control over things. I do whatever I want with the sims and its fun. That sounds creepy I know. It shows my whole control freak side, not that I'm proud of that.Anyway, I've also done a lot of reading

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-53496301572994935832007-03-28T20:50:00.000+08:002007-03-28T20:50:36.561+08:00

The water was ice cold but that was what he needed. Looking up he sees his reflection, a 23-year-old who could pass for an older man with the stubble he has been sporting for the past few weeks.He tells everyone it’s a fashion statement but deep down he knows what it stands for. She broke his heart exactly three weeks ago. Apparently for her, he just wasn’t man enough. He felt the knife pierce

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-79625958763716256422007-03-25T19:58:00.000+08:002007-03-25T19:58:37.132+08:00

Okay I'm a fan girl. I know that. I know only a few people who truly love the show as much as I do. I even vote to save the show you see I'd be devastated without the show! It's a sad sad world I tell you! HAHA Okay whatever...I'm trying to catch up with the shows I've neglected because I had real life duties to fulfill i.e. huge amount of school work. I just finished episode 13 from One Tree

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-66673632599394506132007-03-22T21:25:00.001+08:002007-03-22T21:41:26.089+08:00

I feel like that's a song title. Anyway, I'm on a freakin emotional rollercoaster once again. Vacation barely started and I'm beginning to feel like a nutcase again. I sometimes hate it when I'm alone with my thoughts.I just saw Arvee's blog and it had his thoughts on everyone's blog. Yes, Arvee I don't talk about sports because as much as I am fascinated with watching basketball, volleyball,

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-3276389646735272402007-03-21T22:20:00.001+08:002007-03-21T22:20:59.956+08:00

I define bad crushes as those people who aren't really "meant" for you. Okay that's vague... I mean those crushes that aren't really supposed to be considered "crush material" in the first place. Okay now that sounds mean... I mean they are crushes that don't really boost anyone's ego or morale or someone who doesn't really inspire anyone. Those people who you are deceived into thinking is the

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-77472190776251879042007-03-16T17:28:00.001+08:002007-03-16T17:28:45.781+08:00

This is a little follow up to my previous entry. I'm just so freakin affected by the whole situation and lack of it that I just have to talk about it again. I don't get the whole thing to be honest and I don't plan in divulging every single detail of my current situation either. I just want to talk about the feelings really.I'm an easily affected person especially when it comes to matters of the

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com21tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-41711709260527115182007-03-14T18:53:00.001+08:002007-03-14T19:07:09.472+08:00

There is such a thing as acceptance. I've learn to accept a lot of things in life. I accept things not going my way when it comes to school, family life, friends, and any other circumstance in life. Things regarding my "love life" aren't any different either. I've accepted a lot of things with that regard too.Right now isn't really any different. My beloved college buddies keep pressing the issue

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-87814621856685976362007-03-11T18:41:00.001+08:002007-03-11T19:08:12.886+08:00

It's all about change I tell you! I've seen celebrities change like chameleons and it's making me want to do a little update. Maybe I should try to lose the excess weight I've been wanting to lose.I have to examples here... both surprising and one I like more than the other. Example one is Joss Stone and number two is Hilary Duff. I was surprised by both of their new looks through their music

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-27392567496989427112007-03-07T16:05:00.001+08:002007-03-07T16:05:33.695+08:00

I'm officially nominated for that thing there *points to the right*! I've been having trouble with retrieving that sticker there and now I have it! YEHEY for me! Now all I need are your votes!I've been slowly counting the days until summer vacation and it seems like a very long period of time. It just feels like the longest two weeks of my life. The hours I spend in class feels a bit like trying

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-72325372900914978122007-03-02T17:18:00.000+08:002007-03-02T17:19:04.330+08:00

Such an original title I know. I deserve a Pulitzer or something maybe even an Ustetika award. HAHA NEVER MIND.I just feel things starting to wind down just a bit. Things in school are steadily winding down. I still have a bunch of requirements to finish but they're almost done. Vacations almost here! I just love that!I'm missing all the TV shows I watch. I'll probably watch One Tree Hill in a

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-69162892108436125132007-02-26T20:24:00.000+08:002007-02-26T20:25:05.968+08:00

I'm watching the Oscars while I'm trying to write this. I just felt so stressed the whole entire day that I felt I was going to stay that way but watching the Oscars calmed me down a bit. I needed the serious distraction.Gwyneth Paltrow and Nicole Kidman both had amazing hair. If you were able to catch the Oscars you would know what I'm talking about. It was just amazing. I'm itching to post

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-54174033479176089912007-02-25T20:01:00.001+08:002007-02-25T20:01:22.109+08:00

I spent most of the day reading. I can't wait for vacation. I can't wait for all this academic chaos to die down. It's all just too crazy I tell you. I'm feeling the strain. I'm definitely feeling it.I'm creatively stumped right now. No matter how much I miss writing and relaxing I just don't have the right to relax right now. I've made a huge sacrifice by not catching up with my favorite shows.

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-69055895125554428562007-02-24T20:20:00.001+08:002007-02-24T20:20:52.023+08:00

I'm knee deep into school work that it isn't funny. I'm trying to work my way slowly through it and now I'm just taking a bit of a break from it.I was in school this morning because I had to practice with Tin for our Social Dance finals. It is almost over. I just want to get this PE class over with. I enjoy watching ballroom dancing and all but I lack the grace to successfully pull it off. I get

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-59830676291535247492007-02-24T19:39:00.000+08:002007-02-24T19:55:17.596+08:00

Unable to write in again yesterday. I watched Ola Bayle, UST's first ballroom dance competition... I'm using this entry to congratulate a friend, they were the champions for Category 2 which was the Waltz and Tango.Congratulations!EDREE & JONATHANYou two so deserve it. You've worked hard for it! You both looked great. I just wanted to say that. I'll be back in a bit for today's entry. Bye!

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1717824855988945822007-02-22T20:26:00.000+08:002007-02-22T20:27:02.918+08:00

I feel so fat and bloated. That is such a girly statement I know. But that doesn't stop me from feeling that way. Blasted hormones.I'm still pretty exhausted about school and everything involving it. Tomorrow's Ola Bayle though. I'll be able to relax and see my beloved college buddies and even Jhe perform. It would be an interesting afternoon.Everyone in our class is standing on wits end with

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-64594051740692456562007-02-21T20:35:00.001+08:002007-02-21T20:35:28.341+08:00

My head is spinning with all the things I have to do. It isn't helping that we have quizzes every day. The responsibilities of someone who's expected to grow up is too much for me to handle. I miss lazing around. I miss being a kid.I need the extra push these days because it is getting hard to accomplish anything when your heart isn't in it. Everyday is physically and mentally exhausting. I need

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-17656075300907359332007-02-21T18:29:00.001+08:002007-02-21T18:29:28.532+08:00

I wasn't able to write in last night because I got in late again. I attended the USTv Student's Choice Awards at the Medicine Auditorium. An entertaining and interesting night I must say.A lot of people were dressed to kill that night. I guess being around celebrities has that effect on people. ABSCBN won a lot of awards that night.The moment I enjoyed the most that night was when Abner Mercado (

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-49858390102994468832007-02-19T13:36:00.001+08:002007-02-19T13:36:55.879+08:00

I'm on nerves about this whole Statistic project that we have to accomplish. We're supposed to call random people and conduct a survey. It is just so crazy but I somehow can't escape calling these random people. I'm so nervous though. I can't even think of anything to write about.Our professors seem to be a little cruel now. I'm feeling a little on edge with all the school work that needs to be

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-16135869683855057702007-02-18T14:21:00.001+08:002007-02-18T14:51:52.911+08:00

I've always been scared of expressing my feelings. The funny thing is I'm more afraid of showing how happy I am than of showing how pissed off and bothered I am toward a certain situation. Howie Day said it best in his song Collide:"I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind..."I'm afraid that I'll preempt that happiness. Wierd thought I know but somehow I can never bring myself around to fully

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-85984843407887167642007-02-17T08:14:00.001+08:002007-02-17T08:14:34.820+08:00

I got home late because some of my friends and I wanted to watch the coronation night of The Search for the Ideal Thomasian Personality. Hormones were raging last night from both sides of the fence. Who could blame us? There were a bunch of beautiful people walking back and forth on stage and they were doing so enough to make hearts race.I'm extending my congratulations to Ms. Nursing and Mr.

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-68325715561988010712007-02-17T07:34:00.001+08:002007-02-17T07:34:17.259+08:00

This is going to be a day where I post two entries because I got in late last night and my dad was using the PC so I did not have the chance to use it. I was out all day. I already know what I'm going to talk about in my other entry but now let's see...I'm going to use this entry as a little planner for this weekend filled with academic responsibilities...Journ: nothing (thank God)RC: nothing as

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-56424229844492075412007-02-15T20:16:00.001+08:002007-02-17T08:57:06.933+08:00

You know time moves too fast when one day everyone was so hyped about Valentines then the next thing you see on the news is about Chinese New Year. Anyway, I'm still the little busy bee today but I finally was able to get home before 3 in the afternoon. I'm happy about that because it's been about a week since I've been home in time to grab a quick nap. I should be studying for my Bio quiz

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-74607375456866073542007-02-14T19:17:00.001+08:002007-02-14T19:26:29.093+08:00

Happy Hearts Day everyone!!This is going to be a quick one. I just wanted to greet you guys.I find it surprising that today I did not bitch or moan about the whole holiday. I admit that I was cranky this morning but after PE I got my second wind and I was bouncing all over the place. That could be a result of all the sugar I consumed today though.I want to thank Tets because she was sweet enough

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-35115420391559684292007-02-13T18:23:00.001+08:002007-02-12T22:17:21.060+08:00

I was part of the class president's general assembly today at the Tan-Yankee Student Center and the assembly was held in order to talk about voter's rights. I'm an unlucky unregistered voter for reasons I shall say later.It was very enlightening and mental voting is something I'll take into heart. I wasn't able to register because I did not want to. I felt apathetic toward the whole situation. I

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-44906618825446027512007-02-12T21:42:00.000+08:002007-02-11T09:17:08.502+08:00

Christina Aguilera certainly belts it out. She's so amazing. I got home just in time to catch her sing out loud in the 49th Grammy Awards. Amazing! I still have goosebumps. The Grammy moment was pretty cool as well. They had this girl sing with Justin Timberlake. She was chosen before two other contestants. It was a great performance as well.I just got home from dinner with the family at

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-45930758252515878792007-02-11T09:17:00.001+08:002007-02-12T22:08:53.437+08:00

It's 9 in the morning and my brother's looming beside me already. I just have to fulfill my obligation.I should still be asleep because we gt home at 2:30 in the morning but I'm up because my academic obligations are nagging me as well. My brother's grunting doesn't help the cause one bit. Learn to wait man.This entry is totally useless. I'm so sleepy that I can't even think of anything

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-13183870348737083442007-02-10T08:57:00.001+08:002007-02-10T09:09:22.497+08:00

I'm using this oppurtunity to organize my thoughts on everything I need to accomplish this weekend... I won't be home this afternoon so I won't have the oppurtunity to blog.Now let's see what do I need to do...Journ: Study for quizRC: Nothing (thank God)Philo: Continue reading essaysBio: Nothing (I do need to borrow an anatomy book though)Scl: Watch an Inconvenient Truth for reportEng: Prepare

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-82388630906993991512007-02-09T17:21:00.001+08:002007-02-09T16:58:55.038+08:00

I'm here to fulfill my blogathon obligations. I suddenly thought that it would be really good for my academic career if I am as dedicated to it. Anyway, I just got home from attending our faculty's St. Thomas More Lecture in the Thomas Aquinas Research Center Auditorium. The speaker they invited to conduct the lecture was National Artist Bienvenido Lumbera. He talked about literature and

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-88790752935689071672007-02-08T19:24:00.001+08:002007-02-08T19:35:36.318+08:00

There's a new game from The Sims franchise and it's called The Sims Stories. I'm so excited! I can't wait to get my hands on them. There are more information here.I enjoy playing that game so much. I've always had this fascination with dolls and dollhouses and anything related to me creating lives for these toys. It seems like it's bringing out my controlling tendencies. But I see it as my way of

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-32653163988196044882007-02-07T20:20:00.000+08:002007-02-07T20:59:49.051+08:00

Time has this wierd and sometimes obnoxious way of letting me know that I've changed. I may or may not have grown but I can definitely say that I've changed. I can't really pinpoint the changes but I know I have.I've been existing on this earth for 18 years now and I know that I don't fully understand it. I don't plan on trying to solve all its mysteries (but I would love to get in on some of

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-4051700129850739302007-02-03T18:02:00.001+08:002007-02-03T18:02:01.870+08:00

I've been exposed to beauty contests and MTV's show Made this past few weeks and it got me into thinking about what I wanted to be "made into". Made is a show where you are transformed over a period of time into something you are totally not. It is like you're made do something you'd never imagine you'd do.Now if I were on the show I thought that I want to be made into a BEAUTY QUEEN. Why? Well,

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-2201727656286378702007-01-26T19:20:00.001+08:002007-01-26T19:38:08.154+08:00

"Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend..."-The Fray: How To Save A LifeI've been giving a lot of thought to this whole friendship thing. A tricky subject I must say. It's a great thing but it can be very tricky. It's like you're balancing on a tight wire suspended way up there just waiting for the push and the fall that comes after it.I love my friends don't get me wrong about that. I miss a lot

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1169474136070241422007-01-22T22:27:00.000+08:002007-01-26T19:43:54.377+08:00

Exams are over and from the two results I got today I can say that I've done pretty good... there's definitely room for improvement byut I knew that I did my best... the Dean's List for last semester came out and I am luckily still on list after a major dip in my average.I'm a total geek and idiot I know but from 1.4 something to 1.6 something is quite a blow for me. My life revolves around the

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1168781448491297072007-01-14T21:29:00.000+08:002007-01-14T21:30:48.510+08:00

I'm busy. Heck I'm always busy. I just use that excuse a lot so that no one asks questions. Everyone knows and uses that excuse when we want to avoid something. I've been avoiding this blog for one reason: laziness, nothing new there. There are exams this week so I'll be wrapping my brain around things I should have learned this past semester. I need a lot of luck for this.As I type this, I know

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1167308892366469352006-12-28T20:27:00.000+08:002006-12-28T22:21:10.690+08:00

Okay I've been MIA these past few days because I've been busy and I really didn't have any stories to tell... I know I haven't finished talking about my Zambales experience but I just don't have it in me right now to write about that. For Pete's sake it's almost 2007 (okay I don't know Pete but I enjoy using that expression!HAHA) and I feel like I'm ready for this new year... I've gained

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1166935997869146842006-12-24T12:52:00.000+08:002006-12-24T13:02:56.853+08:00

A Merry & Happy Christmas to all of you!!! Have a Wonderful New Year as well!!!Hope this past year was good to you... MWAH!!!

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1166712050900776952006-12-21T22:40:00.000+08:002006-12-21T22:40:51.010+08:00

Christmas is three days away but aside from the "vacation" I'm not as festive as I used to be... it could be the pile of school work I have hanging over my head, other problems, my single status (wahahaha sorry I could not help but add that) or just the fact that I'm no longer the little kid waiting for the beautiful toys I usually got during Christmas... let's face it no matter how much we say

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1166103414069367722006-12-14T21:45:00.000+08:002006-12-16T07:51:37.156+08:00

I'm a random person and I know I probably said that a couple of times already and here I am repeating it again... I would rather talk about my ridiculous thoughts at the moment than go into the banalities of life. I am aware that I haven't finished my story on the LTA and I promise to get into that soon... hopefully over the weekend.Mae and I were on our way home yesterday and our conversation

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1165573480043722002006-12-08T18:24:00.000+08:002006-12-09T08:41:21.260+08:00

I remember Summer Roberts (Rachel Bilson) utter these words in the second season of The OC: "You only want me when you can't have me..." And Albert Camus's central theme of the "Absurdity of life" in his work Myth of Sisyphus. The pop culture mention is actually supported by the classic's theme. And they both aid in my sentiment at the moment. SATISFACTION. In the famous song of the Rolling

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1165228614462643512006-12-04T18:36:00.000+08:002006-12-04T19:00:59.860+08:00

Things never really turn out the way we want them to... I have known this for quite some time and yet I still think that things will turn out the way I want them to.It's like a disease I tell you. It gets hard as well to think of how you want things to happen and then the complete 360 degree thing happens. I guess life is never really under any obligation to give us what we want. But how come I

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1164963698552859142006-12-01T17:01:00.000+08:002006-12-01T17:01:39.300+08:00

I'm still trying to recall what happened that morning but I can't remember the exact details. I'll just try to narrate what happened after Ate Cords and the others arrived... I think they got there at around 11:30 a.m. so I think they arrived just in time for lunch. That's right now I remember that part.And if I recall correctly, after lunch we had this sort of puzzle activity where we had to

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1164899353025436302006-11-30T23:08:00.000+08:002006-11-30T23:09:13.250+08:00

When we have the time my best and I have interesting conversations... it's not that we are talking about anything life altering but they are rather interesting. The words are pretty disturbing, sarcastic and funny... our own brand of humor I guess...I haven't chatted with her in awhile because we have both been busy with our world. She has her busy life in Australia and I have my own chaos here

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1164894796876653812006-11-30T21:53:00.000+08:002006-11-30T21:53:16.906+08:00

I changed my layout to fit the whole Christmas season. But you could also say that my other layout had problems. I like this one though. It's a bit festive and sad at the same time. My usual Christmas sentiment I guess. I'm up for the holidays as much as the next person but I have my own reasons as to why I feel sad during this season. I wrote in an attempt to continue telling my story on the

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1164439138794636682006-11-25T15:11:00.000+08:002006-11-25T15:25:53.446+08:00

I am not able to think of an appropriate title for a life altering event and so I decided to leave it alone... the story and lessons are much more important anyway.Last weekend from Nov. 17-19, 2006, I attended a Leadership Training Adventure in Lubos na Alyansa ng mga Katutubong Ayta ng Sambales (LAKAS) Bihawo, Mambog, Botolan, Zambales sponsored by the Arts & Letters Student Council for the

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1164366267482383672006-11-24T18:57:00.000+08:002006-11-24T19:04:27.483+08:00

I'm in the process of filling my Multiply account with stuff. I just got one and I'm going to advertise it here because I am cross posting with Multiply blog. Whatever I write here would show up in my account. I now have a place to put pictures and write my reviews and stuff. I won't let go of this account because I have too much history with this site. I'm still writing this entry in my Blogger

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1163589935640713052006-11-15T19:18:00.000+08:002006-11-15T19:25:35.993+08:00

I'll be heading off on Friday for a little adventure... I'll be part of a Leadership Training Seminar in Zambales courtesy of the ABSC (Arts & Letters Student Council). I do not know what to expect but I'm hoping for the best. We will be immersed in an established Aeta community in Botolan, Zambales. This is something very new to me so I'm just waiting to see what's going to happen to me.I can't

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1163141879543429902006-11-10T14:50:00.000+08:002006-11-10T14:57:59.626+08:00

I'm a smorgasbord of sentiments at the moment and I need to face them right here because if I don't I might lose my mind... now where should I start?Well, I saw a friend today who was leaving for the States in the very near future. I do not know when I'd see him again... it saddens me really. I've never felt this sad when he told the news to me a few weeks ago but seeing him made me realize the

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1162905745768012462006-11-07T21:15:00.000+08:002006-11-07T21:22:25.796+08:00

Today was the first day of my second semester. I wasn't really in the mood when I got up this morning. All I wanted to do was crawl back into bed and sleep. Of course I did not do that and even if I wanted to I probably wouldn't have because I can't run away from my life. I'm a college student and at this moment that is my life.It was a pretty good day though. Got to see my friends again and

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1162568303725466522006-11-03T23:31:00.000+08:002006-11-03T23:38:23.750+08:00

I'm milking this vacation for what its worth... that's what I've been up to.I have been playing The Sims 2 with all the expansion packs lately because that would be lessened to a once a week thing every weekend... when I'm not busy anyway...Busy... hmmm... I will definitely be busy in this upcoming sem... I have to. I must work harder and that is honestly pretty daunting but let's see what

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1161932850476418752006-10-27T15:01:00.000+08:002006-10-27T15:07:30.506+08:00

In the quiet moments of the night, those last few minutes before I think I am about to fall asleep, all the thoughts I continuously try to supress seem to find solace in those last few minutes. Have you ever been that honest with yourself?I'm the type of person who never really talks about her emotions. I mean verbally and some times even when I write as well. When someone asks me how I am the

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1161866271626767142006-10-26T20:30:00.000+08:002006-10-26T20:37:51.736+08:00

Okay this is not a declaration of anything related to my gender issues... not that I have any anyway!I'm just coming out of the little rut I created for myself this week. I have been avoiding this blog or any other form of communication with the outside world. I spent this last few days under the spell of Brooke, Lucas, Peyton, Dr. McDreamy and McSteamy, Christina, George... I have been having a

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1161274655095805392006-10-20T00:19:00.000+08:002006-10-20T00:26:54.223+08:00

I'm always contemplative at night, right at that moment before I fall asleep. I suddenly get these wierd and interesting ideas which I can't get into paper because I am just too lazy to get up and I want my beauty sleep.Right now it is 12:05 am and I just felt like writing in. Since I am not sleepy I took the time to pass by here. And speaking of passing by, I just passed by this special on

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1161093593504877722006-10-17T21:54:00.000+08:002006-10-17T22:09:33.763+08:00

Okay I just discovered this through Candymag.com pretty cool stuff... haha do you think I can star in my own Asian Telenovela now? HAHAHAI also got this from Candy blog... just wanted to share it with all of you... and speaking of soundtracks... I just saw Elizabethtown! Finally... I will talk about that in another entry... that deserves an entry by itself... I so want to talk about that next

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1160794232001952102006-10-14T10:42:00.000+08:002006-10-14T12:31:35.483+08:00

Today is my 7th day. I have worked so hard this week and now I can rest... it was totally insane... finals week... blah! HAHA Yesterday was fun though. Through out the week every single one of my blockmates looked like they haven't slept, I looked that way too...But college life is still treating us well. There are still good times, laughs, jokes, memories, GUYS... fun fun fun times... but I just

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1160141579029724852006-10-06T21:26:00.000+08:002006-10-06T21:32:59.116+08:00

Wierd thought...When we don't want commitment. When we don't want to get hurt or complicate the situation, we cover it up by saying that there are NO STRINGS ATTACHED... there won't be hurt feelings or misunderstandings. The prettier cousin of FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS.I don't have anything against anyone who subscribes to these notions because I admit that I do use it sometimes... yes I have friends

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1160056400264177342006-10-05T21:46:00.000+08:002006-10-06T18:23:32.733+08:00

Stealing a moment just to say that I'm still alive... I swamped with academic load but I just could not resist to drop by tonight why you may ask? Because I have been bit by the lonely bug again... yes I feel alone and isolated at the moment...But before all the drama I just want to say: GO USTE!!! HAHA I just could not resist!I just want to extend my congratulations to both the WOMEN and MEN's

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1158976123683835152006-09-23T09:42:00.000+08:002006-09-23T09:49:40.283+08:00

I had a great Thursday afternoon! Actually it was a good Thursday afternoon for the entire Thomasian community...After 7 years of being deprived the championship game, the UST Growling Tigers finally made it into the finals against the Ateneo Blue Eagles... I know that they deserve it... they have worked hard for it...What's great was that I was there! The 250 pesos I splurged on the lower box

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1158582929384215032006-09-18T20:29:00.000+08:002006-09-18T20:35:29.416+08:00

I miss writing... I miss being productive through writing... okay this is totally lame since I just finished the cause and effect essay for my English class this afternoon and I know that counts as writing but those sort of things are academic of nature...I miss writing about things that I love to talk about... love, friendship, the world around me, my observations, my obsessions, my quirky

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1158067123799886022006-09-12T21:12:00.000+08:002006-09-12T21:18:43.823+08:00

Physical attachment is a painful thing so emotional attachment must be harder to deal with right? I don't get why we get so attached towards various things and people. We justify by saying that things have memories and sentimental values. CRAP. Then we shouldn't throw out other things in the process because they might have "sentimental value" as well... whatever.Okay... it is probably obvious

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1157378981982419012006-09-04T22:07:00.000+08:002006-09-04T22:13:14.216+08:00

I'm playing it over and over and over again... I'm talking about the song "On My Own" and "A Little Fall Of Rain" from the musical "Les Miserables"... add "Waiting In Vain" by Annie Lenox and Bamboo's cover of that same song... speaking of covers I love Fall Out Boy's cover of "So Sick" by Ne-Yo...I have turned into a sap again... this may have been triggered by watching the 1o year anniversary

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1157247589840340192006-09-03T09:53:00.000+08:002006-09-03T09:59:37.026+08:00

Haven't blogged in awhile!!! I miss it!!! And I'm going to update everyone on my "real" life...Last night I was at Saisaki in West Avenue celebrating Che-che's 18th birthday... we are growing old I tell you!!! And it was a lot of fun seeing my number one ladies after a long time... we weren't complete but at least we only lacked three people...I just miss my high school gang... even our close guy

Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788489328948869792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12307337.post-1156560610391837132006-08-26T10:45:00.000+08:002006-08-26T10:50:10.410+08:00

I'm guilty of not blogging for over a week already... still busy... a bit crazy actually but manageable. Haven't had any meltdowns since the last entry and I appreciate all the concern of the people around me. Everyone has been great.I again want to greet my best friend a belated happy birthday!!! Love you Rianne!!I still need to learn a thing or two about time management like right now when I

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I'm sleepy, sleepy, sleepy... a little whiny but not as whiny as I was two nights ago... I had a pretty good PE class that afternoon but the weight of the Filipino project weighed down on me afterwards...And as a result of that I did something that I haven't done in a long time... I cried... okay I cried when Pia and I watched Click but this was the first time I cried out of stress and

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Ever felt inspired but trapped by the confines of reality? I have. I am.Ever been filled with so many ideas that nothing comes out? I have. I am.This is starting to feel like a poem. It isn't really. They're just ramblings, random musings from the random girl would probably be more appropriate.I miss writing. I take advantage of it too much.I was asked what I enjoyed writing about. I said love.

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I have this feeling my newly bought cd would be in the player for a long time... I finally got Dashboard Confessional's MTV Unplugged album... all I can say is OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! There really is something behind Chris Carrabba's voice... and lyrics... hits the nail on the head... that could probably be my best description, as of the moment anyway...Just saw Click today... good movie

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After a grueling exam week that came to an end with a literal bang thanks to Sir Olivar! Easy test? NOT! Anyway, here goes a presentation of random thoughts flowing through my head this past week...Wouldn't it be great if life were as flexible as the promises in all those chain letters being sent through out the years... send this to 20 people then you'll find the love of your life! Just like

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I just turned 18... yesterday. WOOHOO! Okay that was fun...Anyway, I did not have a party or anything... it is a milestone I know but due to my family's financial situation I just could not afford to do anything. BUT... I did have a great pre-birthday! And a pretty good birthday in itself...Last August 3, Rembert invited me for ice cream at Mcdo. He got out of class at around 4 while I got out at

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We were watching a replay episode of NBC's Today Show and the Today's Concert Series guest was Dashboard Confessional (this episode was last Thursday I think) and of course I watched it. Anyway it they were playing Hands Down as their last song and since it is a pretty popular and good song even I was singing along. And when the camera was showing the ground you could see the teens singing along.

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I didn't get into this year's council... too bad... just received the email this afternoon... but there is something funny about the situation though... it is something I have always wanted and I didn't get it yet I'm not really that sad... a bit disappointed perhaps but it doesn't make me want to give up everything all together... I feel a bit inspired by it I guess... it makes me want to work

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I was at Candy yesterday! Technically anyway... we were in a seminar room of some sort. I was one of the interviewees at this Click Here! The editors were so nice and cool!It was fun... exciting... I'm dropping something though... whether or not I get the gig up there... I'm giving up one thing. I really really want that... if the Candy editors pass by this!!!Been busy... been hectic... still

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As of this moment, there are no classes tomorrow. A total relief for me.First reason, I want to sleep. Second, I don't feel like going to class tomorrow. Third, I still have the Filipino recitation to worry about for Tuesday... I've studied and I am continuing to study but our professor is one tough nut to crack, to say the least. I just want to get through it without him having to remind me of

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Damn it... he still looks good... Rianne probably knows who I'm talking about ("FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES")! HAHA We are both going crazy... I'm just saying that he still looks good... even I don't know what I mean by that... haven't really seen him recently... I just thank the powers of the World Wide Web... I don't even know why I am talking about this right now. I'm just on stalker mode I

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