Ironically Funny

I really don't like my PGC class... PGC means Philippine Government and Constitution... our prof is so argh! Each class which consists of an hour and thirty minutes... two times a week he wants to spend 30 of graded recitation... and guess what he spent the entire class for it! Good thing I wasn't called! haha but still I don't like that! I don't like this class!

Oh well... nothing I can do... that is why I don't look forward to Tues and Thurs add the fact that I have classes until 7 in the evening... anyway... I should be studying the book right now but screw it for a bit... haha

I'm still going through a confusing time in my life... well I guess that is pretty much what life is about... a span of time filled with confusion and looking for the source of confusion and just simply trying to understand it... anyway... well, I was wondering about this one thing... how come when someone has been part of your life, when you see that person and even in a small way he acknowledges your presence... how come something that small could seem so big or could seem so significant? I don't get it really... how can that small gesture fill your mind so much that every possible moment it pops into your head and it makes you a bit happy but at the same time sad at how insignificant that actual thing was... it is just so ironically funny... I'm not really a fan of that feeling but that is one of the most common things in my everyday life... sucks doesn't it... the building up of anticipation and the simplicity of pulling the rug right under your feet... oh well... I have to go now though... still have to study for that darn PGC! grrr... good thing we don't have classes tomorrow... we have this walking tour and freshmen orientation at ust... bye for now!

*kisses*
nikki

I don't have a new private journal, I don't have time to write and it sucks because I have a lot of stuff in my mind...

I miss my friends... they are not just my higschool friends... they are my barkada (namely, Ria, Che, Pchan, Jhe, Me-Mae, Chell, Anntots, Ion, Jo)... well I miss Rianne. I haven't talked to her in a long time, well chat with her but you get my point. I miss Weymong! hehe I miss Mama Kris! I miss Rembert! Wala na yung kakulitan ko minsan sa chat. We saw each other yesterday pero we had no time to chat! Kamusta ka na dude?!

I miss a lot of my highschool friends... it is not that college is a bad experience... I just miss them... we haven't seen each other as whole... it sucks really... but this is our reality...

Man, I just miss a lot of things really... but then I guess this is change... oh well... I have to go now... bye!

*kisses*
nikki

Break From Nothing

I am going to take a break from studying... well I am pretty much taking a break without even starting... well at least I finished my two Theology papers last night... I want you all to take a look at what I have to study for Monday and Tuesday alone...

History - Study about Prehistory & the Dawn Of Civilization including use of metals, development of agriculture and the invention of writing...
Journalism - Ironically I am also studying about Writing or should I say the First Revolution which is Writing and the Second Revolution which is Printing. Add the fact that I have to make a paper for Monday on the important events that led to printing. And review the Second Revolution for the class discussion and again review them both because our prof was hinting a quiz... great... just great...
Math - Just have to review the first chapter on Set & Real Numbers. Math is my weakest subject so I have to review this one for the discussion on Monday.
Theology - Good thing I finished the two papers on "Who is God in my life" and "My Personal Credo" but I still have to make a gospel reflection of the mass tomorrow.

These are for Monday by the way...

Literature - For this I have to make another paper on Literature and Its Different Branches for Tuesday...
Philippine Government & Constitution - This is my subject with the terror teacher... each class the first thirty minutes will be a graded recitation... and he wants us to be prepared for Tuesday to read about the introduction of this book entitled Textbook on the Philippine Constitution... and the intro is pretty LONG!

Good thing we don't have anything for Philosophy & English because I can't take it... I know this is just the beginning but I have been in the Central Library so many times in the last 3 days! I think I was in that place 5 times for just 3 days! Well this is my job really... I have to study hard... I have to make it... but it does take its toll on me... it gets pretty tiring... and I am just complaining after three days! Oh well... I have to go... I'm researching for my History class!

*kisses*
nikki