On The Verge

I wonder if I'm actually on the verge of internal explosion (what?!) well I'm not the only one everyone in my block (class) is feeling the pressure we are all on the verge of the break down and as Christine said you could see the sheer look of exhaustion on our faces... we are all barely getting by and all I can think of now is this just the beginning and this doesn't include our extracurricular stuff... and I have signed up for a staffer for the remaining AB events... it would be easy access to news and I just love the whole backstage feel of events I don't know why... I always enjoy being involved with things like that... I was probably an event planner in another life! HAHA

Oh God just too much stuff to do I just needed a little break before I come close to going insane... I am currently listening to 'Narda' by Kamikazee and I am loving it...

I wonder if anyone is singing that song for me... hmmm... I need a diversion. A cute or hot, nice, smart and understanding diversion... HAHA

Oh Lord I am going insane.

Nonsense

I need new pictures on friendster... well I need new pictures here too! HAHA That would probably be coming up some time this week after I "leech" pictures of my blockmates! Because today was the opening of AB week and it was all a bit too chaotic if you ask me but it was all fun... as usual Journalism students stole the show we were taking pictures at every possible place during the parade but it was all good clean fun for us! HAHA

I know I have a new layout again and I change it once a month and people might be wondering why I do that... well I just love diversity and I enjoy constant change in things I love... okay that came out wrong... it's just that it sort of tackles my "whim" for that particular month... like this month for example... I'm still not up for a lot of things going on in my "emotional" department and even academic but those problems I have to face while the whole emotional thing is something I push aside especially since I had another disturbing dream last night... and then there was this morning... not really going to go into that. Oh well as it is said in the picture: "I SMILE ALL THE TIME SO THAT NOBODY KNOWS HOW SAD AND LONELY I REALLY AM" it is just that way I guess... hmm... I feel like I am making no sense whatsoever...
whatever.

Wait I just found this funny because it is so true...

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catchProblem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know.From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up.And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

Disappointingly Busy

I'm so disappointed it's annoying... I just feel so mislead... well it is a pretty petty thing but still... you see AB week is coming up next week and on Monday there's this faculty parade where we walk around the campus and stuff... anyway we were going to wear our AB shirt which I actually liked but then when we were given the sizes last year they showed us this medium sized shirt which they said was unisex so majority of the girls ordered the small size... including me! And then when we saw them today! God it wouldn't fit most of us! So we had to reorder which means that we'd get the shirt next Friday which means we won't be given a chance to use the shirt on Monday... the only designated day for it... it sucks... it's a little thing but it sucks big time. Good thing I like the design because I'd be totally bitching right now if it wasn't because if that was the case I would have paid 200 bucks for a shirt I never got to use and I never liked in the first place... oh well... I'm just so disappointed.

I've been very busy this past week and so maybe I'll just give you a recap... I was doing research almost the whole week... I was writing and studying the whole week that my head hurts... good thing we don't have classes tomorrow because its thesis day tomorrow. The seniors are going to have their defense tomorrow and on Saturday... good luck to all AB Seniors! But I'd still be going to the campus tomorrow because I'm going to see with Mae, Apa, Meg and Nikki the Mediatrix adaptation of Les Miserables... I got a sneek peak at it when some of the cast provided an intermission during the AB Recognition day... I got curious and besides it would add up for more news article for our newsletter... speaking of newsletter can you think of any name for a newsletter?! I need suggestions...

Newsletter... that reminds me of a lot of things that I need to do before the semester is over.

Economics: quiz on Theory of Consumer Behavior on Monday... more quizzes and recitations... and final exams... hmmm....
Philosophy: more mind boggling propositions... recitation... final exams... I need to pass this class...
Journalism: NEWSLETTER... oh Lord! One big task... good thing we don't have finals...
Theology: do I even have to mention this? More reports... presentation regarding immersion... finals...
English: "Resertz" (research) paper... that mind numbing research paper that has been on my mind this past week... good thing we again might not have final exams...
Literature: we still don't have a professor... sir Neil we want you back... too bad you had to do what you had to...
CWG: report on Micronesia... recitation... quizzes... the extremely long final exams...
Sociology: research paper... presentation of research paper... final exams...

Hmmph...this will be a very exhausting last two months... can you believe it?! I'm almost through my first year in college! I might change my layout tonight... while I have free time.