When It Is All Over

Stealing a moment just to say that I'm still alive... I swamped with academic load but I just could not resist to drop by tonight why you may ask? Because I have been bit by the lonely bug again... yes I feel alone and isolated at the moment...

But before all the drama I just want to say: GO USTE!!! HAHA I just could not resist!

I just want to extend my congratulations to both the WOMEN and MEN's Basketball Team Senior Division! You made all Thomasians proud!! An added congrats to Dylan Ababou and Allan Evangelista, our beloved irregular blockmates during History period!

It is funny to see and experience the frenzy around the campus... although I wasn't able to watch the concert... I wasn't able to see someone... but I did see him three times though... hmm... whatever! I'm a little obsessed at the moment... HAHA anyway, it is just a great time for all Thomasian students... definitely ONE FOR UST!

And now I don't really have the energy to talk about all negative feelings or should I just say I don't want to talk about my loneliness anymore... I have better things to do with my time... and now come to think of it the title of this entry has nothing to do with the content... maybe it should read:

WHEN IT IS ALL OVER... WE'RE STILL PROUD

Cheers to all the Thomasians out there! VIVA STO. TOMAS!!!

Of Victories and Veronica Mars

I had a great Thursday afternoon! Actually it was a good Thursday afternoon for the entire Thomasian community...

After 7 years of being deprived the championship game, the UST Growling Tigers finally made it into the finals against the Ateneo Blue Eagles... I know that they deserve it... they have worked hard for it...

What's great was that I was there! The 250 pesos I splurged on the lower box tickets were worth it! It was fantastic!! I still can't stop talking about it! I do hope I get tickets from my tito for Game 1 on Sunday... if not I'm definitely watching on Thursday!

I salute the Tigers for doing so well... I just remembered the lead of the Libre tabloid last Thursday which said that: "The UST Growling Tigers are not where we expected them to be. They are in the finals."

I have never been this excited about basketball before! I have faith that they would give it their all this time! Go Growling Tigers! Go USTe!

I received this text message from a friend of my last night:

"Heroes are made, not born. And this time, a young team proved that they are HEROES in the making... a team ignored by many... a team unexpected to RISE... a team with HIDDEN CLAWS... a team that is destined to GROWL ONCE MORE. It's OUR TEAM. We're on for the Championship!"

No matter what other people say it is for the pride of our school... it unites the student body in a way I can not even explain... call it shallow or whatever... it is pretty much what it still is. A victory...

Now I move on to the second part of my entry... Veronica Mars... I love this show, there isn't anything like it... I just loved this dialogue between Logan and Veronica... I love them together (more than Duncan and Veronica)...

Logan: I thought our story was epic, you know? You and me.
Veronica: Epic how?
Logan: Spanning years, and continents. Lives ruined and blood shed. Epic. But summer's almost here, and we won't see each other at all. And then you'll leave town, and then... it's over.
Veronica: Logan...
Logan: I'm sorry about last summer. You know, if I could do it over...
Veronica: Come on. Ruined lives? Bloodshed? You really think a relationship should be that hard?
Logan: No one writes songs about the ones that come easy.

I especially love the last line... I'm such a sucker for lines like those... only a few people can write songs about easy relationships... is it easier to write about all our heartaches because a lot of people experience it more? We never get tired of talking about our heartaches... I know I'm guilty of doing that... I wonder why that is the case...

No one writes songs about the ones that come easy...

I Don't Even Know What To Write About Anymore

I miss writing... I miss being productive through writing... okay this is totally lame since I just finished the cause and effect essay for my English class this afternoon and I know that counts as writing but those sort of things are academic of nature...

I miss writing about things that I love to talk about... love, friendship, the world around me, my observations, my obsessions, my quirky thoughts on everything! I haven't written a poem for months already... words are bleeding through my ears yet I don't seem to have the time to organize them all even my school papers are scattered here at home! I do not even have time for that... it is funny how I still find time for this... probably because this is my last link to my kind of writing... free writing... whatever...

I'm in a good mood tonight... tired but in a good mood because we can finally conduct our interview for our Filipino class... that thing has been bothering me for quite some time and we had a major glitch this morning but through the wonders of Mayi and Parpie everything is okay now and we can conduct the interview tomorrow... projects do really haunt you everyday don't they? Nikki (not me but my friend) is definitely right about that statement...

Now I don't know what to say... this entries title is right... I don't even know what to write about anymore... school's been draining me recently... blah... but I really can't complain though... at least I'm still living... see I am definitely in a good mood... a total 180 degree turn from my last miserable entry... just went through something crappy at that time but I am no longer wasting my energy on that... life's simply too short and beautiful to be wasted on stuff like that.