Overload... Loneliness & Such...

My birthday is coming up although it doesn't feel like it... it is such a hectic time for me... for those who don't know it is on AUGUST 4 and it doesn't really feel like it because right now my biggest problem is this paper for my PGC class... don't you wonder why I always complain about this class... well I am not really complaining though but I have to do this paper on the REPUBLIC by PLATO which I am not yet finished reading by the way and the paper is due on my birthday! And this book is so ugh! Philosopher's what are y'all thinking your making my head spin really... if you guys ever get the chance to read this you will probably get my drift... well enough of that... my head is pounding already...

Good thing I ain't sick anymore because I got sick last Wed. I had this pounding headache and I was a sick... but I am all right now... it maybe due to stress as my dad put it... too much work I guess... still have that on my mind especially since Prelims are coming up... on August 9 to be exact but I am honestly not worried about that I am more worried about my paper... argh...

It seems that my academics are all that is plauging my life right now... yes my dear audience... if ever I had an audience... still single... miss my barkada terribly... have a prospect but again he doesn't know I exist... it just gets lonely at times but these moments are the moments when I feel sorry for myself... well not really... oh well... life goes on... mine sure the hell hasn't stopped...

By the way, I attended my first debut last July 24 for Sofie one of my old batchmates at Ange... it was cool to see a few old batchmates but there is really nothing interesting that happened there except the fact that I felt much prettier there than the time of my Junior Prom... hehe by the way BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONE OF MY TWO BEST FRIENDS RIA LAST JULY 24! She doesn't read this but still... I miss her so much... I miss all my friends so much... it feels lonely at the univ a lot of times... oh well... I have to go now really...

*kisses*
nikki

Burn Out...

My mind is scattered all over the place again... I don't have the enthusiasm for doing anything right now... hell I don't even know what I want to do... I guess I am experiencing a very early burnout... and this sucks... the worst hasn't even begun and I am feeling already burned out... I don't have the energy to study... that is why I am putting it off... well just reviewing... but you get my point... like the average student... I have the moments when I just don't want to study... those moments when I just want to quit... but then again those thoughts are of course just mere thoughts because studying is inevitable... I need to study to live... well to live a well and sane life but of course to live... oh man you see I am blabbering... because my mind is all over the place...

Off that topic now because that topic sucks... through all these times that I have been catching some episodes of Punk'd because I get uncomfortable when I watch people getting humiliated or agitated... well most of them get all riled up and then you will see how real these celebrities actually are...

Anyway... I saw the other day this episode when Ashton punk'd Joss Stone... and this episode confirmed that JOSS STONE IS ONE OF THE COOLEST PEOPLE I HAVE EVER KNOWN... well not on a personal level but you get my point... she is probably the only person in Punk'd history... well in the episodes that I have seen... handled those situations so calmly... she was so nice and cool... I so totally love her! Love her music and all!! It was just so cool! haha

Well my mind is still scattered about but I feel a bit better... hmm... I feel lighter... although I am not going to study yet... after dinner because I still don't have the will really... bye!

*kisses*
nikki

Feeling TGIF...

I have been looking for this song for so long! Love it!

*Sings at the top of lungs* You wanna know more more more about me! I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine Get tangled up in me!

Not exactly in the right order but those who know the song get what I am saying!

I am feeling so TGIF right now! Just happy that it is Friday! Although the country is currently in chaos... I am still happy... selfish right?! haha whatever... I can't do anything about that except pray! I am also praying for my classmates who are heading home to Pampanga right now... hope they have a safe trip... especially amidst all this turmoil.

I don't really have any special thing or story to tell you... after classes I was supposed to hang out with Jhe and Me-mae but hindi kami nagkita!!! Waah!!!! So I ended up joining my classmates to eat at this place... good food by the way and we had fun! Forgot the name though... anyway... well no real story today so I'll just go! Bye for now!

*kisses*
nikki