Well I went out with the girls today! WOOHOO! HAHA We just went to SM North Edsa... and well we just hung out and they looked for dresses/slash gowns for Ion's debut! I an so excited! But I still do not know what to get her! You see I am one of the 18 treasures... think nikki think... oh well I hope to come up with something... I have to! So any suggestions? HAHA (I'm serious about that leave any suggestions on my tagboard! HAHA)
Anyway today I had scored a huge bargain! I bought "THE RESCUE" by NICHOLAS SPARKS for.... 80 PESOS! Unbelievable! From 315 to 80! It is a new book too! That is such a deal! I just love it when I score great deals... especially since almost every single material thing is pretty much robbing you blind... well it is the truth really... a lot of things even those that are not really worth buying are freakishly expensive!
Anyway... I borrowed the next expansion of Sims 2 from Pia... HAHA nothing really just wanted to say that... I am just so addicted to that game... and it sucks that it has to wind down because classes will start... stress here I come! : )
Oh wait I forgot! I had a little blooper moment today! We (Jhe, Pia & I) were on the jeep on the way to SM well I had my umbrella on my lap and it rolled off outside the jeep onto the busy street of Q. Ave! HAHA Seriously funny moment! Good thing we were the only people on the jeep and manong driver (whatda?!) was kind enough to stop so I could pick it up... good thing no car was behind us and so I went down immediately and picked it up... I never bothered to look around because it was embarrasing and well the jeep was waiting for me! HAHA Funny moment for me really! And they said that at least I still kept my poise when I got it! HAHA I am so embarrased now that I think of it... but it is still all good! HAHA Thank you manong!
I guess I'd better go now! Still have to go to UST tomorrow... bye!
Friday, October 28, 2005
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Blasted Prof...
OMG!!! I still have the same theology prof... man... shoot me now... haha just kidding... it just I can't take the torture again... man... I saw my grades already and I am pretty happy... woohoo! I survived ha! hehe
Anyway I am pretty happy with my performance because well I did my best! I haven't been updating because I don't have access (I'm just using my dad's account... hehe) and well I am just at home so there is nothing really interesting to tell...
Maybe the fact that I have to return on Saturday to UST because our enrolment was cancelled due to "technical problems" yesterday... we were in line for an hour and a half! And the fact that I saw my old crush yesterday when I was looking oh so haggard... great! That always happens to me seriously! When I look my worst that is when I see them... blasted! haha
Well I better go now... I'll just keep this short... I have a gimik with the girls on Friday... I miss them so much and I can't wait for that!!!! Well I'd better go! Bye!!!
Anyway I am pretty happy with my performance because well I did my best! I haven't been updating because I don't have access (I'm just using my dad's account... hehe) and well I am just at home so there is nothing really interesting to tell...
Maybe the fact that I have to return on Saturday to UST because our enrolment was cancelled due to "technical problems" yesterday... we were in line for an hour and a half! And the fact that I saw my old crush yesterday when I was looking oh so haggard... great! That always happens to me seriously! When I look my worst that is when I see them... blasted! haha
Well I better go now... I'll just keep this short... I have a gimik with the girls on Friday... I miss them so much and I can't wait for that!!!! Well I'd better go! Bye!!!
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Surveys...
Sem break + bumming + slight boredom = SURVEY FUN!! haha
nickname: nikki, nics
age: 17
Are you:
a nerd? yes
a loner? sometimes
friendly? yes
sweet? yes
caring? yes
mbait? yes
mataray? yeah! haha
maarte? slight... : )
social? what do you mean by social??? hmm... haha
have you:
ever missed school even though u were'nt sick? yup
gone out on a date? nope... aww haha
ever done something so extreme? i think so... it depends by the meaning of extreme
talked or chatted for hours with a guy? yup
done something that ur parents wouldn't thinku'd do? yes
told a lie bout where u are? yah
lied about a relationship u had to hide it fromur parents? not really
slow-danced with a guy? yah
told a guy you love him? yah stupid mistake really... : )
ever been teased bout liking someone? definitely! haha
would you:
hug a guy? yah what is wrong with that
kiss a guy? if the moment is right yah...
go for any kind of dare? it depends I usually play it safe... pretty boring huh?! haha
yell out "i love you" to someone? probably
do anything for a guy? if he's worth it yah definitely
do anything for your friends? for my true friends definitely!
what is:
the worst thing you've ever done? i guess hurt the people i love
most important event in your life? meeting my true friends... : ) and well a lot of other things... the worst dare you ever did? can't remember
your fave moment? being with my family and barkada... and my 3rd year prom didn't hurt either haha
what are:
you thinking about? the wierd dream i had last night
your looking forward to? a gimik with my barkada!
word association:
music: rock!
movie: sisterhood of the travelling pants? haven't seen it but i would love to see it!!!
mall: sm galleria gateway haha
tv: flat screen tv
cartoons : tweety!
sports: swimming
school: UST
crush: siya na un! haha
friends: ueu
hug: aww...
kiss: romantic
love: pain?? haha
1. Last place uv been to ---> here at home haha
2. you are ---> nikki
3. They say you are ---> ask them i don't know? haha
4.Yesterday---> is gone haha
5. Last person who texted you?---> si nikki (not me my blockmate! haha)
6. Last name in your received calls?---> unknown number but it was jhe
8. What song are u listening to?---> you don't see me from the movie josie and the pussycats
9. Last thing you bought for yourself---> seventeen magazine
10. i want to---> go out with friends and go shopping
11. i really like---> him! haha playing the sims! blogging! my friends! my family! shopping! a lot of things! haha
12. i have a crush on---> him haha
14. i really hate---> hmm...
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. cried in school?---> yup
2. ran away?---> nope
3. had ur heart broken?---> yes
4. cried when someone died?---> oo nmn!!!
5. broken a bone?---> nope but dislocated my knee! haha
WHAT/WHO:
1. your good luck charm?---> my friends
2. person u hate most?---> wala nmn
3. makes u laugh d most?---> my friends
4. makes u smile?---> friends
5. has a crush on u?---> i don't know
DO YOU:
1. sit by the phone waiting for a call all night?---> nope
2.chat online?---> yup
3. save emails?---> yup!!
4. wish u were someone else?---> i have those moments i'd be lying if i said i didn't
5. cry in front of friends---> yup!!
SO:
1.do you get jealous easily?---> sometimes
2. what have u been doing these past few days?--> watching tv, playing the sims, sleeping, blogging, just pretty much staying in
3. what are you thinking about now?---> kailan kaya gimik namin ng barkada!
4.what did you do last night?--> watch tv, write in my diary
5.what did you last say to a friend last night?---> i can't log in too... haha don't ask
6. when will you marry?---> when i meet him and the time is right... hopefully when i'm bet 25-30
7.When did u last receive a gift?--> last month lang
8.What gift?---> a pair of cute earrings
9.From who?---> me-mae!
10.when did you last drink alcoholic beverages?---> a looong time ago! haha
11. what was your greatest bet ever made?---> none
12. is all fair in love?---> could be...
13. most romantic words?---> the three sweet words i love you...
20 People You Can Think Of Right Off Your Head(random)
1. rianne
2. pia
3. chell
4. ria
5. rembert
6. che
7. jhe
8. syd
9. me-mae
10. anntots
11. ion
12. joana
13. christine c.
14. joan
15. lance
16. aldrich
17. jolo
18. orlando bloom haha
19. paolo
20. edree
How did you meet ..13? sa UST she's my blockmate
What do you honestly think of 10? she's strong, pretty, petite, at lokaloka haha
Have you ever liked 3? as a friend yes! haha
Would 2 and 11 make a good couple? no because they are both girls at kabarkada ko sila! haha
Do you think 12 is hot? yah! haha
Who is 8 going out with? he's going out with 7
Is 9 a boy or a girl? girl
When was the last time you talked to 5? last sunday sa chat
What is 1's favorite band? parokya ni edgar... : )
Does 2 have any siblings? yah!
Would you ever date 6? tara che date daw tau haha
Would you ever date 7? jhe kasama natin si che tara haha
15 single? yes
what is 19s last name? i don't know haha! crush ko di ko lam! watda?! haha
What does 17 look like? siga! haha ingatz tol!
what is 10's fantasy? si mr magloo??? haha love yah sis!
Would 14 and 19 ever get together? wag naman sana sa akin si 19 haha
What school does 16 go to? UST
What school does 1 go to? All Saints something... sorry di ko maalala...
Where does 9 live? sa may dapitan... forgot the name of the exact street
Would you make out with 13? that would be so gay haha
Are 5 and 6 best friends? nope but they are good friends
Is 20 older than you? not really sure
Is 18 the sexiest person alive? YAH!!!!!!!!! THAT I TOTALLY AGREE WITH! HAHAHA
I just love the answer to the last question... hahaha
nickname: nikki, nics
age: 17
Are you:
a nerd? yes
a loner? sometimes
friendly? yes
sweet? yes
caring? yes
mbait? yes
mataray? yeah! haha
maarte? slight... : )
social? what do you mean by social??? hmm... haha
have you:
ever missed school even though u were'nt sick? yup
gone out on a date? nope... aww haha
ever done something so extreme? i think so... it depends by the meaning of extreme
talked or chatted for hours with a guy? yup
done something that ur parents wouldn't thinku'd do? yes
told a lie bout where u are? yah
lied about a relationship u had to hide it fromur parents? not really
slow-danced with a guy? yah
told a guy you love him? yah stupid mistake really... : )
ever been teased bout liking someone? definitely! haha
would you:
hug a guy? yah what is wrong with that
kiss a guy? if the moment is right yah...
go for any kind of dare? it depends I usually play it safe... pretty boring huh?! haha
yell out "i love you" to someone? probably
do anything for a guy? if he's worth it yah definitely
do anything for your friends? for my true friends definitely!
what is:
the worst thing you've ever done? i guess hurt the people i love
most important event in your life? meeting my true friends... : ) and well a lot of other things... the worst dare you ever did? can't remember
your fave moment? being with my family and barkada... and my 3rd year prom didn't hurt either haha
what are:
you thinking about? the wierd dream i had last night
your looking forward to? a gimik with my barkada!
word association:
music: rock!
movie: sisterhood of the travelling pants? haven't seen it but i would love to see it!!!
mall: sm galleria gateway haha
tv: flat screen tv
cartoons : tweety!
sports: swimming
school: UST
crush: siya na un! haha
friends: ueu
hug: aww...
kiss: romantic
love: pain?? haha
1. Last place uv been to ---> here at home haha
2. you are ---> nikki
3. They say you are ---> ask them i don't know? haha
4.Yesterday---> is gone haha
5. Last person who texted you?---> si nikki (not me my blockmate! haha)
6. Last name in your received calls?---> unknown number but it was jhe
8. What song are u listening to?---> you don't see me from the movie josie and the pussycats
9. Last thing you bought for yourself---> seventeen magazine
10. i want to---> go out with friends and go shopping
11. i really like---> him! haha playing the sims! blogging! my friends! my family! shopping! a lot of things! haha
12. i have a crush on---> him haha
14. i really hate---> hmm...
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. cried in school?---> yup
2. ran away?---> nope
3. had ur heart broken?---> yes
4. cried when someone died?---> oo nmn!!!
5. broken a bone?---> nope but dislocated my knee! haha
WHAT/WHO:
1. your good luck charm?---> my friends
2. person u hate most?---> wala nmn
3. makes u laugh d most?---> my friends
4. makes u smile?---> friends
5. has a crush on u?---> i don't know
DO YOU:
1. sit by the phone waiting for a call all night?---> nope
2.chat online?---> yup
3. save emails?---> yup!!
4. wish u were someone else?---> i have those moments i'd be lying if i said i didn't
5. cry in front of friends---> yup!!
SO:
1.do you get jealous easily?---> sometimes
2. what have u been doing these past few days?--> watching tv, playing the sims, sleeping, blogging, just pretty much staying in
3. what are you thinking about now?---> kailan kaya gimik namin ng barkada!
4.what did you do last night?--> watch tv, write in my diary
5.what did you last say to a friend last night?---> i can't log in too... haha don't ask
6. when will you marry?---> when i meet him and the time is right... hopefully when i'm bet 25-30
7.When did u last receive a gift?--> last month lang
8.What gift?---> a pair of cute earrings
9.From who?---> me-mae!
10.when did you last drink alcoholic beverages?---> a looong time ago! haha
11. what was your greatest bet ever made?---> none
12. is all fair in love?---> could be...
13. most romantic words?---> the three sweet words i love you...
20 People You Can Think Of Right Off Your Head(random)
1. rianne
2. pia
3. chell
4. ria
5. rembert
6. che
7. jhe
8. syd
9. me-mae
10. anntots
11. ion
12. joana
13. christine c.
14. joan
15. lance
16. aldrich
17. jolo
18. orlando bloom haha
19. paolo
20. edree
How did you meet ..13? sa UST she's my blockmate
What do you honestly think of 10? she's strong, pretty, petite, at lokaloka haha
Have you ever liked 3? as a friend yes! haha
Would 2 and 11 make a good couple? no because they are both girls at kabarkada ko sila! haha
Do you think 12 is hot? yah! haha
Who is 8 going out with? he's going out with 7
Is 9 a boy or a girl? girl
When was the last time you talked to 5? last sunday sa chat
What is 1's favorite band? parokya ni edgar... : )
Does 2 have any siblings? yah!
Would you ever date 6? tara che date daw tau haha
Would you ever date 7? jhe kasama natin si che tara haha
15 single? yes
what is 19s last name? i don't know haha! crush ko di ko lam! watda?! haha
What does 17 look like? siga! haha ingatz tol!
what is 10's fantasy? si mr magloo??? haha love yah sis!
Would 14 and 19 ever get together? wag naman sana sa akin si 19 haha
What school does 16 go to? UST
What school does 1 go to? All Saints something... sorry di ko maalala...
Where does 9 live? sa may dapitan... forgot the name of the exact street
Would you make out with 13? that would be so gay haha
Are 5 and 6 best friends? nope but they are good friends
Is 20 older than you? not really sure
Is 18 the sexiest person alive? YAH!!!!!!!!! THAT I TOTALLY AGREE WITH! HAHAHA
I just love the answer to the last question... hahaha
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Total Waste Of Space
I'm taking a break from playing Sims 2... haha guess that is what sem break brings me... complete immersion into mind numbing games... well I love playing the Sims because it makes me create this whole new world that I control haha (control freak much?! -- I finally know what they call this "?!" it is called interrobang, found out from my dad... useless trivia haha)... well it is just like this beautiful virtual doll house... that is how I see it... call me a kid at heart... I used to dream of having this big Barbie doll house complete with Ken and Barbie and kids... actually I want a town! And now I have a virtual world! haha
Anyway... I'm going to stop obsessing over the Sims for a minute... just let the game rest... haha well nothing interesting really just felt like typing something...
I want to see Wallace & Gromit and Corpse Bride and the next Harry Potter movie! I am so excited for that especially since I saw Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban last Sunday... so cool... I wonder what it would be like to study at Hogwarts! That would be so cool... I'll probably be friends with Hermoine haha don't know why but I would probably be friends with her... hmm... these movies emerge me in my childhood too I guess... : )
Or maybe that could be because of me watching too much tv?? haha it is fun though... well speaking of tv, I can't believe I watched this movie... Blue Crush... well that movie was something I didn't want to watch before because of one reason... KATE BOSWORTH... I used to hate her, emphasis on used to because I am beginning to like her! Anyway, the reason why I hated her before was because she was Orlando Bloom's girlfriend... pretty petty and wierd reason right?! I guess I just had and still have this wierd attachment to Orlando Bloom! And I can't wait to see Elizabethtown!!!! hay.... *KILIG* haha anyway it just brought out in me the one thing I want to learn... surfing... I wish I could surf...
Well I wasted web space with this entry but just wanted to post so I'll leave you with a survey! haha : )
B A S I C Q U E S T I O N S
[my name is]: Nicole but just call me Nikki
[in the morning i am]: a very grouchy person
[all i need]: money! seriously love won't pay the bills... haha just kidding love still rocks!
[love is]: well what I said it rocks! haha
[if i could see one person right now]: Orlando Bloom haha just kidding I miss my barkada
[im afraid of]: rats and heights
[i dream about]: being rich and famous! haha
H A V E Y O U E V E R
[pictured your crush naked?]: no why would I?
[actually seen ur crush naked?]: no why you naughty little...
[been in love]: I think so...
[cried when someone died]: yup...
[drank alcohol]: yup
T H I S O R T H A T
[coke or pepsi]: pepsi
[flowers or candy]: flowers because it would be wierd to buy yourself flowers haha
[scruff or clean shaven]: clean shaven...
[tall or short]: tall...
W I T H T H E O P P O S I T E S E X
[what do u notice first?]: face
[last person u slow danced with]: I forgot if it was rogi or mama kris... during my 3rd year prom
[worst thing to say]: you are a good friend...
W H O
[makes you laugh the most]: barkada
[makes u laugh the easiest?]: the tv?? haha well anyone mababaw ang kaligayahan ko e or maybe my dad...
[makes you smile]: my family, my friends...
[gives u a funny feeling]: my last crush
[has a crush on u?]: dont know
[easier to talk to: boys or girls?]: girls
D O Y O U E V E R
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someonespecial to I.M. u?]: not really
[saved aol/aim conversations]: no
[cried because of someone saying something tou]: yes
H A V E Y O U E V E R
[fallen for ur best friend]: no
[been rejected]: not really but that is how I feel about him
[rejected someone]: yes
[been cheated on]: no
[done something u regret]: yes, everyone has
W H O W A S T H E L A S T P E R S O N
[u talked to]: dad
[hugged]: pia??
[u instant messaged]: Rianne and Rembert!
[u laughed with]: dad
D O Y O U
[color ur hair]: no
[ever get off the darn computer]: yes
[habla espanol]: si! no I'm just kidding but that would be cool though
H A V E Y O U/ /D O Y O U/ /A R E Y O U
[obsessive]: sometimes...
[could u live without the computer?]: no haha
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: madami
[what's your favorite food?]: steak and mashed potatoes
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: orange
[drink alcohol?]: yes
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: yes
[what hurts the most?]: falling in love then expecting then getting hurt... : (
[trust others way too easily?]: sometimes but that is part of life I guess
F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S
[i want]: an ipod and to be rich
[i wish]: to graduate with honors and get a job at in style
[i love]: My friends, family and God...
[i miss]: my barkada
[i fear]: failing my subjects...
[i hear]: tv noise
[i wonder]: if love would find me...
[how do u know its love?]: you'll probably just feel it and if you don't it will probably hit you on the head and say "HERE I AM"
[i am]: who I am no excuses... just love that line...
Anyway... I'm going to stop obsessing over the Sims for a minute... just let the game rest... haha well nothing interesting really just felt like typing something...
I want to see Wallace & Gromit and Corpse Bride and the next Harry Potter movie! I am so excited for that especially since I saw Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban last Sunday... so cool... I wonder what it would be like to study at Hogwarts! That would be so cool... I'll probably be friends with Hermoine haha don't know why but I would probably be friends with her... hmm... these movies emerge me in my childhood too I guess... : )
Or maybe that could be because of me watching too much tv?? haha it is fun though... well speaking of tv, I can't believe I watched this movie... Blue Crush... well that movie was something I didn't want to watch before because of one reason... KATE BOSWORTH... I used to hate her, emphasis on used to because I am beginning to like her! Anyway, the reason why I hated her before was because she was Orlando Bloom's girlfriend... pretty petty and wierd reason right?! I guess I just had and still have this wierd attachment to Orlando Bloom! And I can't wait to see Elizabethtown!!!! hay.... *KILIG* haha anyway it just brought out in me the one thing I want to learn... surfing... I wish I could surf...
Well I wasted web space with this entry but just wanted to post so I'll leave you with a survey! haha : )
B A S I C Q U E S T I O N S
[my name is]: Nicole but just call me Nikki
[in the morning i am]: a very grouchy person
[all i need]: money! seriously love won't pay the bills... haha just kidding love still rocks!
[love is]: well what I said it rocks! haha
[if i could see one person right now]: Orlando Bloom haha just kidding I miss my barkada
[im afraid of]: rats and heights
[i dream about]: being rich and famous! haha
H A V E Y O U E V E R
[pictured your crush naked?]: no why would I?
[actually seen ur crush naked?]: no why you naughty little...
[been in love]: I think so...
[cried when someone died]: yup...
[drank alcohol]: yup
T H I S O R T H A T
[coke or pepsi]: pepsi
[flowers or candy]: flowers because it would be wierd to buy yourself flowers haha
[scruff or clean shaven]: clean shaven...
[tall or short]: tall...
W I T H T H E O P P O S I T E S E X
[what do u notice first?]: face
[last person u slow danced with]: I forgot if it was rogi or mama kris... during my 3rd year prom
[worst thing to say]: you are a good friend...
W H O
[makes you laugh the most]: barkada
[makes u laugh the easiest?]: the tv?? haha well anyone mababaw ang kaligayahan ko e or maybe my dad...
[makes you smile]: my family, my friends...
[gives u a funny feeling]: my last crush
[has a crush on u?]: dont know
[easier to talk to: boys or girls?]: girls
D O Y O U E V E R
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someonespecial to I.M. u?]: not really
[saved aol/aim conversations]: no
[cried because of someone saying something tou]: yes
H A V E Y O U E V E R
[fallen for ur best friend]: no
[been rejected]: not really but that is how I feel about him
[rejected someone]: yes
[been cheated on]: no
[done something u regret]: yes, everyone has
W H O W A S T H E L A S T P E R S O N
[u talked to]: dad
[hugged]: pia??
[u instant messaged]: Rianne and Rembert!
[u laughed with]: dad
D O Y O U
[color ur hair]: no
[ever get off the darn computer]: yes
[habla espanol]: si! no I'm just kidding but that would be cool though
H A V E Y O U/ /D O Y O U/ /A R E Y O U
[obsessive]: sometimes...
[could u live without the computer?]: no haha
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: madami
[what's your favorite food?]: steak and mashed potatoes
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: orange
[drink alcohol?]: yes
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: yes
[what hurts the most?]: falling in love then expecting then getting hurt... : (
[trust others way too easily?]: sometimes but that is part of life I guess
F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S
[i want]: an ipod and to be rich
[i wish]: to graduate with honors and get a job at in style
[i love]: My friends, family and God...
[i miss]: my barkada
[i fear]: failing my subjects...
[i hear]: tv noise
[i wonder]: if love would find me...
[how do u know its love?]: you'll probably just feel it and if you don't it will probably hit you on the head and say "HERE I AM"
[i am]: who I am no excuses... just love that line...
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Nothing To Do...
Since this is vacation time there aren't really any interesting stories for me to tell... I'm just here at home bumming around... went to National Bookstore today... accompanied my dad to buy some paper... blasted hate bookstores! Want to know why? BECAUSE THERE ARE SO MANY GOOD BOOKS BUT THEY ARE SO FREAKIN' EXPENSIVE...
I just breezed through my June entries almost during my vacation time before the start of the sem and all my plans of organization have hardly had a dent on it... haha I feel so guilty... hehehe well I just answered a survey... nothing better to do... enjoy!
1 Name the Things You Have Bought Today: Seventeen Magazine October Issues
2 Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink: Water, Iced Tea, Water, Water... haha
3 Last Time You Cried: Can't remember really
4 What's In Your CD Player: Puro ako mp3s ko ngaun e... pero last cd I listened to was Joss Stone's Mind, Body & Soul...
5 What's Under Your Bed: Kalat
6 What Time Did You Wake Up Today: 8:45
7 Current hairstyle: Layered na shoulder length...
8 Current Clothes: Striped shirt and cycling shorts
9 Current Desktop Picture: A Cinderella Story
10 Current Worry: Results of my final exams
11 Current Hate: My results of my final exams
12 Favorite Places To Be: Home, Kada's Homes, Mall, Ange, UST, Beach, Merville... woohoo hehe
13 Least Favorite Place: School minsan... haha
14 Could You Play An Instrument: Guitar konti...
15 Favorite Color(s): Blue, Pink, Black, White, Lavender
16 How Tall Are You: 5' 3
17 Current Favorite Expression/s: Umm...
18 One Person From Your Past You Wish CouldTalk to: Lolo Agring, Tony and Lola Lolly
19 Favorite Day/s: Weekends
20 Where Would You Like To Go: Italy... haha
21 Where Do you want to live when you work: In my own apartment haha
22 Favorite food: Chocolate, Fries, Steak, Meat-lover ako I'm sorry poor animals : (
23 Color of most clothes you own: Blue
24 Number of pillows you sleep with: 5
25 What do you wear when you go to sleep: Shirt and shorts
26 What were you doing 12AM last night: Sleeping then I was woken up by my 'rents who entered the room...
27 What do you think you'll be doing in 10years: Working at In Style in Australia (I wish...)
28 Do you have braces: No
29 Are you paranoid: Slight hehe
30 Do you use the fone too much: For the net mostly...
31 What is your perfume: Cologne: Girl by Pink Soda
32 Your alarm clock: My phone
33 Tv: Huh?
34 First screen name: Huh?
35 First piercing/tattoo?: In my ears
36 First enemy: Hmmm...
37 Last library book checked out: Some World History Book...
38 Last person you yelled at: Can't remember
39 Last crush: Hmmm... secret...
40 Last CD/song played: Boyfriend by Ashlee Simpson
41 Last thing you ate: Homemade Pork & Beans & Longanisa
42 Last person you talked to: My dad
10 Favorites...
Favorite Color: blue
Favorite Food: chocolate, fries
Favorite Band: maroon5, my chemical romance, dashboard confessional
Favorite Movie: mona lisa smile
Favorite Sport: swimming
Favorite Season: summer
Favorite Day Of the Week: saturday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: cookies and cream
Favorite Time of Day: 8 at night???
9 Currents...
Current Mood: relaxed
Current Taste: sweet (just ate puto)
Current Clothes: striped shirt and cycling shorts
Current Desktop Picture: autumn leaves (tito's comp)
Current nail Color: plain no polish
Current Time: 8:29 AM
Current Surroundings: tito's room??
Current Annoyance(s): nothing really
Current Thought: "what do i have to do next??"
8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: marie beth
First Kiss: my parents
First Screen Name: huh?
First Pet: bubbles my goldfish
First Piercing: ears
First Crush: secret
First Music: huh?
First Car: no car yet
7 Lasts.....
Last Drink: water?? haha a few minutes ago
Last Car Ride: this morning from mass
Last Kiss: my dad during the peace be with you...
Last Movie Seen: 40 year old virgin
Last Phone call: pia??
Last CD Played: joss stone
6 Have You Evers....
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: no
Have You Ever Broken the Law: no
Have You Ever Been Arrested: no
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: no
Have You Ever Been on TV: no
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: no... pretty boring huh haha
5 Things....
Things You're Wearing: clothes
Things You Did Last Night: watch tv, cut my nails, sleep
Things You Can Hear Right Now: tv noise
Things You Can't Live Without: of course family, friends, orli (haha), money... : )
Things You Do When Your bored: watch tv
4 Places You've Been To...
church, outside in the garage??, our room, tito's room
3 People You Can Tell Anything To... (without getting offended)
my barkada (UEU)
parents
my close guy friends
2 Choices...
1. Black or White: black
2. Hot or Cold: cold
1 Wish...
to be content...
I just breezed through my June entries almost during my vacation time before the start of the sem and all my plans of organization have hardly had a dent on it... haha I feel so guilty... hehehe well I just answered a survey... nothing better to do... enjoy!
1 Name the Things You Have Bought Today: Seventeen Magazine October Issues
2 Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink: Water, Iced Tea, Water, Water... haha
3 Last Time You Cried: Can't remember really
4 What's In Your CD Player: Puro ako mp3s ko ngaun e... pero last cd I listened to was Joss Stone's Mind, Body & Soul...
5 What's Under Your Bed: Kalat
6 What Time Did You Wake Up Today: 8:45
7 Current hairstyle: Layered na shoulder length...
8 Current Clothes: Striped shirt and cycling shorts
9 Current Desktop Picture: A Cinderella Story
10 Current Worry: Results of my final exams
11 Current Hate: My results of my final exams
12 Favorite Places To Be: Home, Kada's Homes, Mall, Ange, UST, Beach, Merville... woohoo hehe
13 Least Favorite Place: School minsan... haha
14 Could You Play An Instrument: Guitar konti...
15 Favorite Color(s): Blue, Pink, Black, White, Lavender
16 How Tall Are You: 5' 3
17 Current Favorite Expression/s: Umm...
18 One Person From Your Past You Wish CouldTalk to: Lolo Agring, Tony and Lola Lolly
19 Favorite Day/s: Weekends
20 Where Would You Like To Go: Italy... haha
21 Where Do you want to live when you work: In my own apartment haha
22 Favorite food: Chocolate, Fries, Steak, Meat-lover ako I'm sorry poor animals : (
23 Color of most clothes you own: Blue
24 Number of pillows you sleep with: 5
25 What do you wear when you go to sleep: Shirt and shorts
26 What were you doing 12AM last night: Sleeping then I was woken up by my 'rents who entered the room...
27 What do you think you'll be doing in 10years: Working at In Style in Australia (I wish...)
28 Do you have braces: No
29 Are you paranoid: Slight hehe
30 Do you use the fone too much: For the net mostly...
31 What is your perfume: Cologne: Girl by Pink Soda
32 Your alarm clock: My phone
33 Tv: Huh?
34 First screen name: Huh?
35 First piercing/tattoo?: In my ears
36 First enemy: Hmmm...
37 Last library book checked out: Some World History Book...
38 Last person you yelled at: Can't remember
39 Last crush: Hmmm... secret...
40 Last CD/song played: Boyfriend by Ashlee Simpson
41 Last thing you ate: Homemade Pork & Beans & Longanisa
42 Last person you talked to: My dad
10 Favorites...
Favorite Color: blue
Favorite Food: chocolate, fries
Favorite Band: maroon5, my chemical romance, dashboard confessional
Favorite Movie: mona lisa smile
Favorite Sport: swimming
Favorite Season: summer
Favorite Day Of the Week: saturday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: cookies and cream
Favorite Time of Day: 8 at night???
9 Currents...
Current Mood: relaxed
Current Taste: sweet (just ate puto)
Current Clothes: striped shirt and cycling shorts
Current Desktop Picture: autumn leaves (tito's comp)
Current nail Color: plain no polish
Current Time: 8:29 AM
Current Surroundings: tito's room??
Current Annoyance(s): nothing really
Current Thought: "what do i have to do next??"
8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: marie beth
First Kiss: my parents
First Screen Name: huh?
First Pet: bubbles my goldfish
First Piercing: ears
First Crush: secret
First Music: huh?
First Car: no car yet
7 Lasts.....
Last Drink: water?? haha a few minutes ago
Last Car Ride: this morning from mass
Last Kiss: my dad during the peace be with you...
Last Movie Seen: 40 year old virgin
Last Phone call: pia??
Last CD Played: joss stone
6 Have You Evers....
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: no
Have You Ever Broken the Law: no
Have You Ever Been Arrested: no
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: no
Have You Ever Been on TV: no
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: no... pretty boring huh haha
5 Things....
Things You're Wearing: clothes
Things You Did Last Night: watch tv, cut my nails, sleep
Things You Can Hear Right Now: tv noise
Things You Can't Live Without: of course family, friends, orli (haha), money... : )
Things You Do When Your bored: watch tv
4 Places You've Been To...
church, outside in the garage??, our room, tito's room
3 People You Can Tell Anything To... (without getting offended)
my barkada (UEU)
parents
my close guy friends
2 Choices...
1. Black or White: black
2. Hot or Cold: cold
1 Wish...
to be content...
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Reminiscing Halloween
I love vacations... breaks... it's just all good... haha it is so good to bum around... and this gives me more oppurtunities to blog everyday... : )
Well today I went with Pia to Ange because she had to give something that Mrs. Ocampo borrowed from her. It was fun to be considered an alumni and all... it was cool... haha
And being back made me realize how much I have changed... well not really but maybe being older than majority of the people in Ange are younger than me it just gives me that sort of confidence boost. You could see it in my eyes, in the way I dress... and maybe pretty much in my outlook of life. I guess this is just one of those days when I love growing up...
Some days it is just hell... and there are those moments when I miss being a kid... like when we were in Gateway yesterday we went into Rustan's and well we were in the kid's section and there were halloween costumes there... and it reminded me of my trick-or-treating days... those were the old days which I loved... especially the dressing up part... it was fun to feel like a grown up for a bit because of the make-up my mom used to put on me! I remember at Merville (where my Lola & Lolo live, mother side by the way) that was where we spent halloween because it was a subdivision and you could go trick-or-treating... and there were these contests for the best costumes and I won twice! Forgot the price though... haha
I now appreciate how much my mom put into my costumes... I won wearing this big beautiful butterfly wings which I remember my parents painting... those wings could flap they attached some sort of strings that when I tugged they flapped. And I had sequins on my face... I was a pretty butterfly! haha Then there was also this roaring twenties theme... I had this yellow dress with all these ruffles and tassles on it and it made me look like I was in the wrong era or something... those were really fun days... I miss them terribly... it was so much fun... : )
I'm just going to leave it at this... I love this quote...
Well today I went with Pia to Ange because she had to give something that Mrs. Ocampo borrowed from her. It was fun to be considered an alumni and all... it was cool... haha
And being back made me realize how much I have changed... well not really but maybe being older than majority of the people in Ange are younger than me it just gives me that sort of confidence boost. You could see it in my eyes, in the way I dress... and maybe pretty much in my outlook of life. I guess this is just one of those days when I love growing up...
Some days it is just hell... and there are those moments when I miss being a kid... like when we were in Gateway yesterday we went into Rustan's and well we were in the kid's section and there were halloween costumes there... and it reminded me of my trick-or-treating days... those were the old days which I loved... especially the dressing up part... it was fun to feel like a grown up for a bit because of the make-up my mom used to put on me! I remember at Merville (where my Lola & Lolo live, mother side by the way) that was where we spent halloween because it was a subdivision and you could go trick-or-treating... and there were these contests for the best costumes and I won twice! Forgot the price though... haha
I now appreciate how much my mom put into my costumes... I won wearing this big beautiful butterfly wings which I remember my parents painting... those wings could flap they attached some sort of strings that when I tugged they flapped. And I had sequins on my face... I was a pretty butterfly! haha Then there was also this roaring twenties theme... I had this yellow dress with all these ruffles and tassles on it and it made me look like I was in the wrong era or something... those were really fun days... I miss them terribly... it was so much fun... : )
I'm just going to leave it at this... I love this quote...
Children see beauty in the littlest of things. Grown-ups don't for their eyes have been blinded by complexity. It is easy for them to forget for they have many other things to trouble over. I don't ever want to grow up. I don't ever want to forget.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Gateway Excursion
Blasted my entry got deleted again... well as I said... today is the start of my vacation! WOOHOO haha... three weeks of freedom... yes!!
Well some of my classmates decided to celebrate and we heard that movie houses in QC were half priced... so we decided to head to Gateway! I am not ashamed to say that I have never been there before and I have never been to Rockwell haha...
We saw "40 YEAR OLD VIRGIN" which I found to be hilarious, that's a bit of the guy talking in me and well the girl in me found it hilarious too... : ) it was a bit graphic (upper frontal and back side) well I guess it is an American movie and sex sells... so anyway, it had a good message behind it though... "NEVER BEEN IN A HURRY TO HAVE SEX" which is so true...
But I did feel bad for some of my classmates because they felt a bit uncomfortable with the graphic part... a bit of a shock for them... and we were all girls... so yah...
But to me it was all good, clean fun (the guy in me is speaking up again haha) well there was nothing really malicious about it for me... just one heavy laugh trip... especially my favorite scene which was when Andy had his chest waxed... everyone in the small theater was laughing their heads off... well it was a good movie for me anyway... just something to make you laugh...
And when I saw this movie it made me appreciate my non-traditional upbringing... you see most parental units would not allow their children to watch American Pie... but we were... well it was at home and we were with them but it was behind our Lola's back because she would flip if she saw us watching that... but as I said we were not sheltered too much... because like Mae said awhile ago "Kids will find out about that sooner or later" and it would be better to educate them... and I would like to be like that with my kids one day... not shelter them so much... teach them to be independent... let them be open to some things before they do something seriously stupid... see I turned out okay! (yeah right!) haha
Anyway... I saw my crush today before we went to Gateway which made me happy... not related but well you know me... scattered all over the place... haha : )
Well some of my classmates decided to celebrate and we heard that movie houses in QC were half priced... so we decided to head to Gateway! I am not ashamed to say that I have never been there before and I have never been to Rockwell haha...
We saw "40 YEAR OLD VIRGIN" which I found to be hilarious, that's a bit of the guy talking in me and well the girl in me found it hilarious too... : ) it was a bit graphic (upper frontal and back side) well I guess it is an American movie and sex sells... so anyway, it had a good message behind it though... "NEVER BEEN IN A HURRY TO HAVE SEX" which is so true...
But I did feel bad for some of my classmates because they felt a bit uncomfortable with the graphic part... a bit of a shock for them... and we were all girls... so yah...
But to me it was all good, clean fun (the guy in me is speaking up again haha) well there was nothing really malicious about it for me... just one heavy laugh trip... especially my favorite scene which was when Andy had his chest waxed... everyone in the small theater was laughing their heads off... well it was a good movie for me anyway... just something to make you laugh...
And when I saw this movie it made me appreciate my non-traditional upbringing... you see most parental units would not allow their children to watch American Pie... but we were... well it was at home and we were with them but it was behind our Lola's back because she would flip if she saw us watching that... but as I said we were not sheltered too much... because like Mae said awhile ago "Kids will find out about that sooner or later" and it would be better to educate them... and I would like to be like that with my kids one day... not shelter them so much... teach them to be independent... let them be open to some things before they do something seriously stupid... see I turned out okay! (yeah right!) haha
Anyway... I saw my crush today before we went to Gateway which made me happy... not related but well you know me... scattered all over the place... haha : )
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Failing Part 2
Again I am going to fail another class... math... haha what is new? Our final exam had twelve items, TWELVE MEASLY ITEMS but man that test was such a killer I was like wtf?! I was all over the place I did not know what to answer first! I hope I just pass the class... I don't want to get debarred... : ( I love my course...
At least there were two good things about today... I feel like I aced the Literature test... and my crush was beside me during the Math test!!! : ) It is like this whole old I think Purefood's commercial is applicable... the whole "Dear Diary, Carlo sat beside me today, he's so cute" is really appropriate... haha
You see in AB some rooms during major examinations are shared by two classes... and this morning after stressing over the traffic... at least I was able to make it in the room 15 minutes before the exams because I hate being late... then when I was about to enter I saw through the glass door that it was my crush's class with us!! Well a lot of girls from my class has a crush on this guy but there is nothing I can do about that... still I was so happy... we were seated alternately... Journ... then Eco... and so on... and he was about two seats behind me during the Literature test... then during the Math test the people in front disappeared so Prof. Gotauco our proctor asked those at the back to move forward and to my surprise this tall guy sat beside me and when I glanced sideways it was him! I was so happy... haha well actually I was distracted... he smelled so good! haha at least the difficulty of the test was eased by a very pleasant distraction! haha I am so happy about that... : )
But I still do hope I pass... : ( life is such a bitch sometimes... haha
***it is now 6 o clock and I am studying for my PGC test tom... but I have to tell you this remember I said that he smelled good? I don't know if it is the figment of my imagination but while I was playing with my pen it smells like his perfume! haha so ridiculous I know but even my hands smelled like him for a few minutes... haha just I don't know my usual crazyness... : P
At least there were two good things about today... I feel like I aced the Literature test... and my crush was beside me during the Math test!!! : ) It is like this whole old I think Purefood's commercial is applicable... the whole "Dear Diary, Carlo sat beside me today, he's so cute" is really appropriate... haha
You see in AB some rooms during major examinations are shared by two classes... and this morning after stressing over the traffic... at least I was able to make it in the room 15 minutes before the exams because I hate being late... then when I was about to enter I saw through the glass door that it was my crush's class with us!! Well a lot of girls from my class has a crush on this guy but there is nothing I can do about that... still I was so happy... we were seated alternately... Journ... then Eco... and so on... and he was about two seats behind me during the Literature test... then during the Math test the people in front disappeared so Prof. Gotauco our proctor asked those at the back to move forward and to my surprise this tall guy sat beside me and when I glanced sideways it was him! I was so happy... haha well actually I was distracted... he smelled so good! haha at least the difficulty of the test was eased by a very pleasant distraction! haha I am so happy about that... : )
But I still do hope I pass... : ( life is such a bitch sometimes... haha
***it is now 6 o clock and I am studying for my PGC test tom... but I have to tell you this remember I said that he smelled good? I don't know if it is the figment of my imagination but while I was playing with my pen it smells like his perfume! haha so ridiculous I know but even my hands smelled like him for a few minutes... haha just I don't know my usual crazyness... : P
Monday, October 10, 2005
I Need To Pass...
I want to cry, scream, I just want to wallow for a while... because... I flunked my Journ finals test... well I am not really sure if I did but I left about 15 answers blank because it was right minus wrong! And we had three tests today... English, History (which is another subject that worries me) and Journ... oh it just sucks... I don't want to be debarred... I love my course! I love my school... please pray for me to pass... I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEEDTO PASS!!! : (
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Oh Well...
I am watching "Tuesday's With Morrie" again... I love this movie and I can't wait to get the book...
It makes me realize all the things that lacks in my life, it reminds me of all the wrong things that I have done, of all the things that I should do. I have been and am superficial most of the time... that is something that I have to lose but I know that I can't. I look at the physical side of things... it makes me feel like I lack profoundness which is something that I want... how could profoundness be achieved? Are you supposed to give up who you are to achieve profoundness?
I don't know where this is all coming from it is just pouring out of me... well finals are coming up on Monday and I feel so pressured... I have problems... caused them rather... well let us just say this is not one of my best days...
And it just made me realize about how a single piece of happiness would cause lots sadness... because I was in such a good mood last week and I guess it is about time for it to take its toll... oh well I'm glad I got that off my chest... I'm not happy but at least my mind is clear... I feel again so out of it... lonely, sad, regretful... I have caused a lot of problems... I hope they would all end... I hope that one day I would be able to handle life like Morrie... I wish one day I could be like Morrie...
It makes me realize all the things that lacks in my life, it reminds me of all the wrong things that I have done, of all the things that I should do. I have been and am superficial most of the time... that is something that I have to lose but I know that I can't. I look at the physical side of things... it makes me feel like I lack profoundness which is something that I want... how could profoundness be achieved? Are you supposed to give up who you are to achieve profoundness?
I don't know where this is all coming from it is just pouring out of me... well finals are coming up on Monday and I feel so pressured... I have problems... caused them rather... well let us just say this is not one of my best days...
And it just made me realize about how a single piece of happiness would cause lots sadness... because I was in such a good mood last week and I guess it is about time for it to take its toll... oh well I'm glad I got that off my chest... I'm not happy but at least my mind is clear... I feel again so out of it... lonely, sad, regretful... I have caused a lot of problems... I hope they would all end... I hope that one day I would be able to handle life like Morrie... I wish one day I could be like Morrie...
So Sorry...
I have committed a huge mistake... so first of all...
REMBERT I AM SO TERRIBLY SORRY!!!!
I don't know what to say except sorry... I feel so guilty... I feel so bad... : (
Today is really not my day... sigh...
REMBERT I AM SO TERRIBLY SORRY!!!!
I don't know what to say except sorry... I feel so guilty... I feel so bad... : (
Today is really not my day... sigh...
Monday, October 03, 2005
Message To My BELOVED FRIENDS
I definetly know that I shouldn't be blogging right now but I just can not help it! I have posted anything new for quite some time and I guess I have leeway (do I?), and a big I guess on that, to blog. Although I am a slacker, I have this tendency to feel like I haven't done enough studying but sometimes school stuff bore me to death... haha I'm so crazy haha...
Anyway... although she may never read this I just wanted to greet one of my oldest friends a very Very VEry VERy VERY (exaggerated much?) HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!! (uy 18 na siya!) haha
PCHAN HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! I don' t know what kind of day you had today but I hope it was good... as I told her in the text message I created for her this morning, it goes something like this: "Today you cross over into the adult world. Today you will be one of them, lost in the sea of people. But being lost does not mean that you are alone. You will always have me. I will always be here for you because you are so special to me. (I forgot the other lines...) Happy birthday my sis! I love you! Uy 18 na siya! Mwah!" I forgot what I really wrote but this was the gist of it.
Pchan has been my friend since we were in Grade 5 and as of this moment she has been one of my two oldest and best friends (Rianne is the other one)... so roughly estimating we have been friends for 6 or 7 years already! We have had our share of petty fights but nothing went unresolved... she has always been there when I needed her... she laughed with me... she made me laugh... she comforted me and cried with me... she like all my barkada have been an undying source of inspiration for me... all my gal and guy pals have never run out of love and support for me... which I will forever be thankful for... I know that in a few years I will most likely be leaving the country (Australia here I come!) but I know that we have our love for each other... well my love for them will always be burning in me... like Jhe said to me before... "You make your best friends in high school..." well, I will contradict that a bit and say that YOU MAKE YOUR BEST FRIENDS WHEN YOU ARE YOUNG... I don't know why that is but for me that seems to be the case...
Don't get me wrong I made good friends this year (1 JRN 1 kayo yan! haha) but no matter where I am my heart always leads back to those people with whom I spent the peak of my adolescent years... that has always been the order of things for me... and I will forever be greatful to God for giving the friends that he knew I needed so badly...
Ria... you have always been patient with me... thanks for making me feel that you are always going to be there for me...
Rianne... gosh... I think I already said all the cliche things in this world... but you always know just how to brighten my day... thanks for that...
Pchan... you may not know it but you are one of the wisest people I have ever met... you have this insight that leaves me so dumbfounded... you tell me exactly what I need to hear...
Che... you are one of the people I idolize... you are a great artist and such a great friend and person... through your silence I discover the truth that I need to hear...
Me-mae... thanks for always making me laugh... you never ever fail to make me laugh... especially since I am such a drama queen... thanks for being my sunshine...
Chell... I have known you the longest... too bad it took us a long time to be close friends... you deserve the better things in this world and you should always remember that...
Jhe... you are my little angel... you always know the right time to pick me up when I have fallen into pieces... you never fail to make me shed a tear through your sweet notes...
Jo... you are one of the strongest people that I have met... you are that type of person that never gives up and I admire that so much... thanks for the laughs and well for everything...
Anntots... I have told you this before but thanks for being my superwoman... you don't see it most of the time but you are strong... thanks for lifting me up through my frail and weak moments...
Ion... time wasn't too kind to us because it took us forever to be friends... and now that we are I am so glad... glad for every new insight... for every laugh and comfort...
Rembert... you are my oldest guy friend (think of it we've been classmates since kinder!)... you feel so lonely but as I have told you... you will always have me... you have helped me with guy troubles... you have just helped me through life... thank you...
Jolo... I don't know what to say... you were the enemy turned friend... thanks for well a lot of things... a lot of memorable things... I'll always be here for your problems... but thanks for helping me with mine...
These two guys are a special mention because they have helped me a lot... each and everyone of you guys have helped me through a lot of bad stuff in my life... you picked me up... you put up with me... you made me laugh... you have made me who I am... I am so grateful... you are all just such good people and I feel so... BLESSED... thank you so much...
Anyway... although she may never read this I just wanted to greet one of my oldest friends a very Very VEry VERy VERY (exaggerated much?) HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!! (uy 18 na siya!) haha
PCHAN HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! I don' t know what kind of day you had today but I hope it was good... as I told her in the text message I created for her this morning, it goes something like this: "Today you cross over into the adult world. Today you will be one of them, lost in the sea of people. But being lost does not mean that you are alone. You will always have me. I will always be here for you because you are so special to me. (I forgot the other lines...) Happy birthday my sis! I love you! Uy 18 na siya! Mwah!" I forgot what I really wrote but this was the gist of it.
Pchan has been my friend since we were in Grade 5 and as of this moment she has been one of my two oldest and best friends (Rianne is the other one)... so roughly estimating we have been friends for 6 or 7 years already! We have had our share of petty fights but nothing went unresolved... she has always been there when I needed her... she laughed with me... she made me laugh... she comforted me and cried with me... she like all my barkada have been an undying source of inspiration for me... all my gal and guy pals have never run out of love and support for me... which I will forever be thankful for... I know that in a few years I will most likely be leaving the country (Australia here I come!) but I know that we have our love for each other... well my love for them will always be burning in me... like Jhe said to me before... "You make your best friends in high school..." well, I will contradict that a bit and say that YOU MAKE YOUR BEST FRIENDS WHEN YOU ARE YOUNG... I don't know why that is but for me that seems to be the case...
Don't get me wrong I made good friends this year (1 JRN 1 kayo yan! haha) but no matter where I am my heart always leads back to those people with whom I spent the peak of my adolescent years... that has always been the order of things for me... and I will forever be greatful to God for giving the friends that he knew I needed so badly...
Ria... you have always been patient with me... thanks for making me feel that you are always going to be there for me...
Rianne... gosh... I think I already said all the cliche things in this world... but you always know just how to brighten my day... thanks for that...
Pchan... you may not know it but you are one of the wisest people I have ever met... you have this insight that leaves me so dumbfounded... you tell me exactly what I need to hear...
Che... you are one of the people I idolize... you are a great artist and such a great friend and person... through your silence I discover the truth that I need to hear...
Me-mae... thanks for always making me laugh... you never ever fail to make me laugh... especially since I am such a drama queen... thanks for being my sunshine...
Chell... I have known you the longest... too bad it took us a long time to be close friends... you deserve the better things in this world and you should always remember that...
Jhe... you are my little angel... you always know the right time to pick me up when I have fallen into pieces... you never fail to make me shed a tear through your sweet notes...
Jo... you are one of the strongest people that I have met... you are that type of person that never gives up and I admire that so much... thanks for the laughs and well for everything...
Anntots... I have told you this before but thanks for being my superwoman... you don't see it most of the time but you are strong... thanks for lifting me up through my frail and weak moments...
Ion... time wasn't too kind to us because it took us forever to be friends... and now that we are I am so glad... glad for every new insight... for every laugh and comfort...
Rembert... you are my oldest guy friend (think of it we've been classmates since kinder!)... you feel so lonely but as I have told you... you will always have me... you have helped me with guy troubles... you have just helped me through life... thank you...
Jolo... I don't know what to say... you were the enemy turned friend... thanks for well a lot of things... a lot of memorable things... I'll always be here for your problems... but thanks for helping me with mine...
These two guys are a special mention because they have helped me a lot... each and everyone of you guys have helped me through a lot of bad stuff in my life... you picked me up... you put up with me... you made me laugh... you have made me who I am... I am so grateful... you are all just such good people and I feel so... BLESSED... thank you so much...
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