Ready To Fall

I'm still feeling very positive towards love right now although it isn't aimed at anyone in particular... okay so there's this one guy in my mind but never mind that one is so NOT going to happen... that would be lovely though if it would! HAHA See... no bitterness... I'm taking it one step at a time...

I just saw 'Before Sunset' in HBO... too bad I didn't see the beginning I have been very curious about this movie and I don't know if I love the open ended ending... okay that was way redundant... but I still want to see Before Sunrise and get a DVD copy of these two (*hint my birthday is coming up in 6 months! HAHAHA)

Hmm... I am currently in love with a lot of songs... music has been my sort of ally these past few days especially since we have DSL already! WOOHOO! Download galore... I have downloaded about 80 songs since Monday! HAHA And there theme is the One Tree Hill show I have been downloading songs from the soundtrack and series... and as I said I am currently in love with Mixtape by Butch Walker, Let Me Fall by Bethany Joy Lenz (this has the sort of bits of dialogue off the show which makes me fall in love with it more, I think the one who took it recorded it directly from the show) and although this one is actually from the movie On The Line I am still in love with it because it is my theme song right now... Ready To Fall by Joey Fatone... how appropriate. I'm just waiting for the right person to fall in love with... where are you??? HAHA

Here are the lyrics of the three songs... highlighting my favorite lines...

Mixtape by Butch Walker

You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart (I love this line)
And I don't know
But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel
You don't know
Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I only wish there was more than that
About me and you
Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me your friend
And I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the class that you thought was gay
No I can't find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lips
And just let me kiss 'em and let's get messed up and listen to possibly...
The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was more than that
About me and you


Let Me Fall by Bethany Joy Lenz

It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all
Wasn't I supposed to be someone
Who can face the things that I've been running from...
Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground (I relate to this line, this is what I need)
And if I...
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little...
I've become much too good at being invincible
I'm an expert at play it safe, and keep it cool
But I swear this isn't who I'm meant to be
I refuse to let my life roll all over me...
Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I...
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little...
I wanna be somebody who can face the things that I've been running from (That's right! This is who I want to be at the moment)
Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived...
It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all


Ready To Fall by Joey Fatone

I get a feelin' I can't explain
Whenever your eyes meet mine
Heart spins in circles (O.o I can so relate to these lines LOL)
And I lose all space and time
And now that we're standing face to face
Something tells me it's gonna be OK
And I'm ready to fall in love tonight
Ready to hold my heart open wide
I can't promise forever but baby I'll try
Yes I'm ready to fall in love tonight
I know you've been watching
Choosing your moment
I've been dreamin' of that day
No one before you has gotten to me this way
And now that we're standing face to face
There's something that I need to say
Nothing is certain
This I know
Wherever we're headin'
I'm ready to go
I can't promise forever but baby I'll try
Yes I'm ready to fall in love tonight